and i don't want to be the moon
i want to be a star
how they all are dead
and yet they spark
and spark so big
and light so bright
and all because a tiny hydrogen
decides to collide

How can you walk down the aisle—
when we just shared our soul?
All these pearls,
like we never had a thread at all
you still walked back to your lovely home.

I was here
to fill the space,
thinking I was earning my place beside you.
Each time I held your gaze,
I never knew someone else held it better.

Your beautiful smiles—
they felt carved just for me.
If only you'd told me
they belonged to somebody.

I'm such a fool
Not for falling—
but for burying my what ifs
every time I heard your voice.
That you could still smile
like I was your whole world,
while handing it to someone else.

That you could still look at me
like I was the only soul you knew,
while hiding someone behind your door.
That you could still hold me,
make me feel like home,
while someone else was keeping you warm.

Was I carried away?
Or was it just your smile that felt too real?
It aches—
in places I never knew could hurt.

How can you sit by their side
and pretend I we've never met?
I believed we would hold this together
until the very end.

But did I really end up here?
I couldn’t grasp this truth, but…
it felt real to me.
You just felt real to me.

You wanted me to lose myself in you                                                              ­      but  that was because you needed my strength too                                   Couldn't  stand on your own for too long                                                making up the rules as you dragged me along                                      Down  playing my sacrifices, my self-worth                                             making  sure  my life was hell on earth                                                            ­Then  you used that instilled insecurity                                                to  feed  your sense of grandiosity                                                      ­                 You  were an accomplished liar                                                             ­my  heart and soul under direct fire                                        but  luckily  you always treated me                                                               ­     like  I was nothing more than your Plan B                                                    To  be used and then discarded                                                        ­            your  love isn't for the fainthearted

The sun's burning bright
The flowers are at the peak of their life
The critters dance and sing in time
The young spend their days in flight

RESPIRA PROFUNDAMENTE Y CAMBIA TU ENERGIA.
SI QUIERES ALEGRIA,ABUNDANCIA Y FELICIDAD, CALLA TU MENTE Y ESCUCHA TO CORAZON.
NO ES CUESTION DE LABORAR DURO NI DE MAGIA
SINO DE RECONOCER TU PODER INTERNO Y CANTAR DE ALTA VOZ TU PROPIA CANCION.
OLVIDATE DE TU EDUCACION, DE LA SOCIEDAD Y SU POLITICA
ESO ES SOLAMENTE UN JUEGO DE MANIPULACION.
VIVA TU PASION, ESCUCHA TU INTUICION, RESPIRA PROFUNDAMENTE: ESO ES LA BUENA TECNICA.
SI BUSCA AMOR Y ALEGRIA, BUENA SALUD Y ABUNDANCIA
APRECIA TU VALOR, BELLEZA Y PROPIA DIVINIDAD.
NO ES ORGULLO, NI ARROGANCIA DEL EGO, ES PURA ELEGANCIA.
EN EL SILENCIO Y LA PAZ RESPIRA PROFUNDAMENTE PARA REVELAR TU VERDAD.

i prognosticate that my shortcomings will lead to our demise
will my love forever be imprecise?
you are my temple, my shrine
and i pray to be small, benign,
unimposing
yet still enough to keep you wanting
me
me
me

want me
need me
love me
as i overflow

i love it when its autumn and the autumn days
when the sun is shining  through the morning haze
lighting up the colors of an autmn scene
all the autumn leaves gold and brown and green

trees are standing bare leaves scattered all around
each and every tree has no leaves to  be found
you can hear the birds singing in the dawn
with there autumn song singing in the morn

a season of the year with so much to see
mothers natures art we can view for free
a season of the year that gives your heart a glow
where theres lots of beauty every where you go