The day started as many do I ran up the hill of the grounds I'd lept from bed, in fear and dread that I would be late to the Downs We had so many horses then thirty one as I now recall Only two men, to jog back then rushed to finish before the squall
We had eight horses in that night each hurried to finish in time We'd bathed them all, cleaned each ones stall life was hard back then in my prime The rain was roiling from the west black clouds had portended a storm All were ready, stout and steady for us this was just the norm
On that night between the races I spoke with an old friend of mine he the toughest, and the roughest of all the horsemen you could find His dad named him Elmer Conrad he was a product of the old school At eighty four, or maybe more this young man thought he was so cool
As the oldest racing driver I must admit he held great sway In him I'd found, a lonesome sound as he'd outlived all from his day One night Elmer had caused a wreck his temper puffed a powder keg There on the ground, a cracking sound he lay picking bones from his leg
But this night he drove his rig home it was late and the roads were wet He'd had bad luck, and wrecked the truck I'm sure he blew it off, "no sweat" That was the last I saw of him his child thought him too old to drive With no great ease, took Elmers keys and with that his desire to thrive
Elmer hung himself in the barn beside the home his father built I wonder now, if it somehow had left his child bereft of guilt Next day I heard my hero died where-bye we'd lost a man so great Scrawled on a note, that he had wrote "I am the Master of my Fate"
He treated me as if his own and for that I honor him too By eighty four, he had done more than any man I had ever knew He was the last great gentleman I had known of four and four score There died our best, eternal rest they don't make those men anymore
Tate
I am sure having known the Conrads that his children just wanted to keep him from harm. However men like Elmer can't be told what to do. They have led their lives by a code unlike the average man. Elmer was no average man! Elmer Conrad was a part of the track just as the history of our country. He was the constitution and conscience of us all. One time he cut ******* off with a chain saw and barely missed a beat. He played cards everyday. The old ones respected him. But I admired him. In all his years we never figured out many of the ways he had kept from us so long. The secrets he had learned followed him to the grave,as did our feelings and admiration for his spirit! As a young man I felt a little poorer for the loss of such a spirit. As if I wanted Elmer to witness my rise through the ranks and approve. Yet he would never get that chance. He had been the guest on the Carson show the year before as the oldest living Driver. I remember watching him and thinking he is so cool! When I was real young I worked for 50 dollars a week night and day as apprenticeship 7 days a week, just to learn what I needed to survive. Those days served me well and they made a man of me. For 6 generations my family had raced horses. From that I look back with pride on those days and nights as the foundation of my character. I am not one who believes that finishing third is winning.I think we do our children a disservice by awarding them trophies for participation. It is the truth of life that excellence is the key to success. Life is meant to be hard. I use to look at Elmer and I knew from the tip of his hat to me that he approved. He watched me work night and day. He saw with what deference I paid homage to my own father and in me I hoped he had found something of himself and the times that led to the man I was so enamored with and approved. He reminded me of my own grandfather who like Elmer was one of a kind! May God Rest His Soul