Goodbye my dear
How I will leave you here
Down on the ground while I'm hanging high and dry
Can't explain things or my reasons why
I'm just sick of this world oh how I want to die
I don't want a reason to live
A reason to love
A reason to stay
Or all of the above
I want to die and rest among the dead
Be free of this world
How I've bled
For these people this way that I am
Addicted to pain a black sheep amongst lamb
I don't need your shepherd
I don't need to be guided
I just need to be free I can't continue to fight it
Get me out of this life and get me out of my head
God stop giving me second chances
I just want to be dead
I've tried so many times
I've cried even more
What does it take for death to arrive at your door?
I want these voices to stop this heartache to cease
Can you please God just let me rest in piece!
Why won't you let me die
Let me be free
Life isn't a gift it's a test for them and for me
To see if we're good
Bad eggs mixed within the dozens
So misunderstood
All of our brothers and cousins
We are broken defeated with no will
While there are still those that tell us how to feel
That just turns the knife and makes matters worse
What does it take to be free of this curse
This pain we are born with it shatters us as people
But all that don't matter as long as you have a sizable steeple
Can't you see there's no reason for me to be here
I don't want Jesus to take the wheel I want to be the one to steer
*** life is going too fast
I think I'm going to crash
The idea of my legacy is nothing but trash
So smite me dead it's one simple task... I just want to die... That's all that I ask....