I am strong. I am not resilient. Whatever i do, whatever i endure and suffer, chips away at me little by little, I never come out of an experience the same way i went in. In the love, hate, lust, hurt, worry, helplessness, hopelessness and pain, I feel weak, I am never the same, it all takes a piece of me. People think i am weak, because i let them take me away, I let the experience eat me away. But they are wrong. In all of it, I am still alive, I keep fighting, I go under and up, in and out, No matter what happens and where it takes me, I never give up. I guess that's where my strength lies: in my stubbornness. I may not be the same person I was yesterday, And today I am in pain, I won't let up on the dreams of tomorrow.