crimson Poison Apples drop off Burning Bridges into Murky Waters red with rust swirling swirling she cries as her father's fists curling beat Seeds of Suspicion into her Reckless heart bleeding bruises art art runs and hides but stands alone pleading begging moan moan her shoes are jimmy choo she whispers secrets to herself "I Just Wanted to be Me" but the King of Hearts is Out for Blood scarlet laughter piercing darkness growling stomach fight fight tears flow and flood the night and she is Shrinking away Coming Out to the show blinding bright in the glow glow spotlit on a blackened stage forced to perform Circus Acts remembering when she was-was what?-nothing Prom Queen twirling twirling "Look" -hearts in a sea of ****** silk- but the only one looking is The Collector hoarding up stories of rosy misery Mean Colors dancing in cruel red eyes sneer and cry and lie lie their Psychic Powers forcing isolation into her veins like a Blood Borne killer she is just fading away until the Song in Her Heart is just a hum of amazing grace life thought gone forever lives on as the tears of friends remake her memories she is buried in a glass casket under grey skies The Red Dress she wears without a care care flashy crimson sunset ruby apple scarlet blood pain love life soul RED vibrant in dead fields life thought gone forever lives on