Where hides my creator? All these open doors only lead me to nowhere. Outlines of memories, like furniture that once sat at the center of this empty, dusty room. Sun-soaked curtains project shadows, of all I once knew. With each gust of wind, the projection rewinds back to places I had forgotten I had ever been. A twinkle through the glass presents her ring, but before an answer, I become the shadow of a kid again. Sitting alone with my only friend, a pen, playing pretend. Lucid dreams of my past being viewed from the future. I place a quiet hand on the shoulder of this passing shadow. A silent gesture, for all the wrong turns and cloudy climates awaiting ahead. My frigid touch only feels a crumbling wall, and the one building up inside the child of this past life. Never blind to hindsight, I trace the wounds life has left me. Self-inflicted regrets trapped inside this dingy room. I burn it down and leave no semblance of remembrance. Memory lane is just a pastel retell of an empty shell. Be yourself.
Lucid dreaming to grant me the power to defeat these past demons.