Nov 2018
Sleeping all day
Never washing my clothes
Skin and hair a mess
I'm fine
I'm fine
Can't whine
Forgetting to eat
Getting sick from all foods
Never changing my clothes
Nothings wrong
Nothings wrong
I must still belong
Staring at walls
Headache won't go away
Putting everything off
It's okay
It's okay
There's other days
Crying while watching tv
Repeating my mistakes in my head
Can't sleep at 4am
Just another day
Just another day
Im used to this anyway
Never washing my clothes
Skin and hair a mess
I'm fine
I'm fine
Can't whine
Forgetting to eat
Getting sick from all foods
Never changing my clothes
Nothings wrong
Nothings wrong
I must still belong
Staring at walls
Headache won't go away
Putting everything off
It's okay
It's okay
There's other days
Crying while watching tv
Repeating my mistakes in my head
Can't sleep at 4am
Just another day
Just another day
Im used to this anyway
Im been feeling down but nkt really ive mainly felt nothing. The kind if depression that i didnt even realize was hitting me. Until i realized i hadn't been eating or showering or doing anything for myself. But even upon realizing it i cant fix it. Now i try to eat and im nauseas. I try to shower and i feel dirtier. Idk. Guess im fine.
