I have been shy with you because in secret I SIN THINKING OF YOU until I melt in your arms like a candle all night shy I will be Unrequieted I've become LOVE OF MY LIFE! in secret I remained loving you all of my life since we met when I've been all alone mad passionate love I made to you all the night long but mostly I missed you that much more when I wasn't all alone and that was my misfortune in secret I learned how to be loving to you after you left me p/r just like Rhett left Scarlett I wasn't greedy in this life time I've seen what jealousy and greed can do to lost souls hating me for the absence of what they had in excess ignorance and superstition many a time they did hurt me unprovoqued some bid to take my life and I did weep I did CRY for your love for many other reasons too painful to mention my lover of life you I MISSED YOU SO knowing me was loving me had you given me a chance it got harder not to miss you as each desolate year flew by cruel Mr time added penance to my treacherous path another queen took your heart reading into my soul's inscripted scarler "A" my heart resigned in a void when despair plunged your daggar on me many times I promised myself to show you love if you ever returned I planed to blindfold me or meet you in the dark that you may see my secret stars sparkling in full array to earn your love back I planed to blindfold you too to break the nefarious silence and gap so you could feel how identical from every angle we were interchangeable twin flames what a rare occurance that is the sun light of God in you face did blind me the look in your grassy eyes burned me up blew me or re-arranged me froze numb me only you had that power on me! you too the light of God in my face you could see all sumissive to you the years now passed its Winter love my old lovers, silence, grief martirdum & regret refused to leave me alone how I hated them! and then some the bad with the well intentioned ones I also refused my inner core loved only you
please thaw me slowly now don't dig your knifes in me can't you see I've put everything to sleep who can live in your love without you in every life time you left me for another woman and each time I took my life in jealousy I drowned in silence I died WHO AM I? the woman who loves you the MOST in this whole wide world THAT'S WHO Karijin! Jump in my pool now all my lovers have finally given up and left me if you still wish to see me cry USE honey HUG me kiss me with your Rhett kiss spirit breath of life and if you can't look at your STAR in your bed remember my constellation is Aries Gods love bid we should have married once upon a time to change the world. no more class rich could marry poor You changed my life, love you Rocked my world I love you forevermore LOVE OF MY LIFE.
don't dig knifes to see me cry for my diamond or my wedding ring try k uphoney to catch my honey bee. Sorry I stung you I died in pain love of my life I loved you with a love which had no beginning no end omnipresent you remained my twin shy mam