I slash my eyes into your version and allowed my dress to sway
A sly grin on my "innocent" face, you thought my lips couldn't pay
"Who would? Be honest, Who ever could?"
"That is the question... Who could ever love me? Some just believe they should"
"But just because they believe they SHOULD doesn't mean they can or COULD... Understand?"
"Only someone with unconditional forgiving love could. Godly love is rare in this land"
"Who could want? Someone with a forgiving, merciful, kind soul. Yes very few."
"But those very few are one of the biggest blessing I needed. Our Savior knew."
"And I know because of Christ, we'd fight for one another. My Savior would fight for me"
"A worthless, rebellious, burning, wicked, soul torn. disturbing, confused flea"
"A sinner, a shadow, who only hides to prepare the perfect timing to fight back"
"Fight back with love, kindness, mercy, and wisdom, This world's system I will hack"
"He sacrificed himself for a shadow, He gave up his life to save me from Hell's flaming bed sheets
"I'M ANSWERING!!! I AM LOOKING AT ME!!! I HAVE BEEN FOR WEEKS!!!"
"I KNOW HOW DISTURBING MY SINS ARE AND HOW WRETCHED MY WORDS CAN BE!!!
"BUT THAT GOES FOR EVERYONE!!! I HAVE PLENTY TO SAY!! MY VOICE ISN'T WEAK!!!"
"Yes... I may be like a Cat, but this wild cat is still being tamed!!!
"Jesus lended his hand, He lended his hand to be nail to the cross, a cross of shame..."
"His body was the payment, his blood was the price, his perfection and holy life was the cost."
I felt my heart grow hot as I seen their mind was far from lost
Like dust they disappeared with the wind and I looked back into the mirror of myself
It's funny how we can lie and deceive ourselves... and put the truth on the shelf.
The dear Lord knows I struggle with a double thinking mind
I know the Lie and I know the Truth, as long as I seek him, solutions and peace I know I'll find
Who would?... Jesus Christ
Along with the Brothers and Sisters in Christ that He provides
Cat Lynn ///
4-1-18