They say home is where the brain committed suicide* first Hushed conversation overheard Flushed worth down the drain And as it spun The dark corners never seemed so inviting Enticing how the pain makes you notice yourself when no one else does Reality is a setback that you've sat through and kept mum about Contemplating the things that are all in your head more than things that actually are You've already done it a thousand times And accepted the indifference growing like vines that intertwine in your mind Now your thumb is out and you're looking for a ride Not any particular place, just "away" Toward somewhere not quite like this