Sep 2017
I feel bad about the moods I've been in.
I've noticed you're trying
which makes me smile again.
Everything is so heavy,
and it's hard to stay sleeping
(at least during the night,)
I lay awake reading,
absolutely anything that I can find.
To keep my mind occupied...
and I'm sorry.
I've noticed you're trying
which makes me smile again.
Everything is so heavy,
and it's hard to stay sleeping
(at least during the night,)
I lay awake reading,
absolutely anything that I can find.
To keep my mind occupied...
and I'm sorry.
Laying awake here until I can't think anymore is how I get to sleep now. I don't want to remember the things that my mind brings up while I'm trying to sleep. So I keep myself thinking about anything else, until my eyes hurt so much, that I can't count anymore. I want to tell you all about it but it's hard. Why can't we just forget the things we don't want to remember?
