Void of emotion,
fake smiles ever so slowly become my nature.
Bones to pick, pick and pick away
leaving my wall nothing more than a pile of rubble.
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Conflicting thoughts
flicker and flutter searching for a way out.
Anger , hurt and melancholy
merge in the pit of my stomach and out comes anxiety.
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Laughter?
Who’s that?
Happiness?
A headstone to mark its existence.
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Enduringly awaiting
  the ...
   final ...
                  tick.