Rosalind Heather Alexander

Rosalind Heather Alexander 1d

Perhaps there's no words
That can
Describe
my inner pain
To loose
a parent
The void
can't
fill
the gap

Left empty
Numb
I can't
Console
I look to the stars
I know you are free.
But my earthly prison
gains
no
Reigns
Feeling of abandon ment
No joy
one can hold

Rosalind Heather Alexander 5d

Death

When loosing a loved one
The pain is beyond belief
Can't describe the emptiness
Deepest
Lowest
Sinking feeling .
You think this
is to much I can't handle it
Mentally
Emotionally
Phycialy

Rosalind Heather Alexander Jun 1

Dad

My your heart is  peeling
The tears keeping on seeping
There's never enough  words
To get you by
Emptiness  fills no void
Is this God what it's all about
The sin of Adam
Keeps us bound
In chains  of grief
My heart will ache
For I know I miss you.
Forever until  we meet again.

Rosalind Heather Alexander Jun 1

Grief

Dad you couldn't hold on
You were suffocating
You couldn't swallow
You were struggling
You passed away today
From dementia
Your gone
My heart
Breaks forever .
🥲🥲🥲🥲

Rosalind Heather Alexander May 23

Deep wound

Sharing past
Trauma
Hurt
Deep wounds
Deeply embedded
In blood of your vein's
Mother's separation
of her child
Hopelessness
Utter desperation
Trapped
Confined
Like a choked up viper
Unable to breathe
Your last breath.
Secrets
Hidden
Dark closet

Rosalind Heather Alexander May 14

Revelations

My heart weeps in pain
for life I once knew.
beneath ocean sea
The waters roar over black mountains
The skies thunder with rage.
Seas give up Thier dead
Winds howel like mad dogs
The earth disappeared
The heavens roar
War breaks loose
Last whistle blows

Rosalind Heather Alexander Apr 28

Hello

It's a shame
I  haven't
The
same get  up and go.
This covd 19
has taken its toll
I've become to attached
close to home.
I dare not try to roam
I feel confined
Distant
From  old  journeys
Now  lay so dorment
It's a different normal
I'd rather stay knitted
in my wee bubble.
I  become a rekuise
Goodbye I just have to sigh.