lately i've been missing you
more than ever
that i keep on hoping
that i would see a glance of you
passing by
or just us randomly bumped into each other
or just even your silhouette

lately i've been missing you
more than ever
that i start on
seeing you in
every places i go
or seeing a piece of you
in ever guy i see
or
every cup of coffee that i have
in everyday.

lately i've been missing you
that i would just listen to our songs
over and over again
for it's the only thing
that still belong to you
and me

lately i've been missing you
that i started to cheat on reality
and go to sleep
for it's the only place
where we still could meet
and be together

lately i've been missing you
that the bad things that happened to me during the day
would suddenly vanished
after i meet you in my dream

lately i've been missing you
that i would wake up in the middle of the night
and gasping for air
hoping to never wake up
because I ache for you
crying
and
begging silently
for God to end this pain
for I've been missing you lately