the words have left my brain the pen has fallen out of my hand and on to the floor. the page is not blank however. my tears are the new instruments that paint the pretty picture. I have lost the focus and ability to focus. my motivation left the day you completely faded away. my heart pounded for you, how could you be so deaf? I nearly bursted with rage, how could you be so heartless? I've become crumbled ruins; craving to be built up again. this is my cry towards my happiness, where did you go? how could you leave me?