I laugh at girls who flirt with men as a sport, Men who use girls for their bodies, And immigrants who marry for green cards But in my story, I am the fool. I used you to feel better about myself And you did just that I snuck around with you behind my parents back I was leading a double life and I felt great because I was breaking good You made me feel free The only expectation you held me to was to not break your heart But I broke it anyway Now I find myself missing you more than ever I was the fool And you were my gold