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Aug 2018 · 160
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Penelope Winter Aug 2018
an evil thing
to dream of love
at night where all is well
only to wake
and find yourself
still stuck in daylight’s hell

- p. winter
Aug 2018 · 147
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Penelope Winter Aug 2018
you will never love me in this lifetime
you will never love me while I am awake
so why wouldn’t I want to close my eyes
and be with you in my dreams forever

- p. winter
Jul 2018 · 143
Feelings
Penelope Winter Jul 2018
I have feelings
Not for you
But for who you used to be
I still have feelings for the you
That had feelings
For me

- p.winter
Jun 2018 · 212
your new me
Penelope Winter Jun 2018
you think you're moving on
that i never made an impact
that you'll forget my name
as easily
as you forgot my love.
but i see it in your new doll,
you can't help
that i am etched into your conscious.
her hair and eyes the same chocolate shade as my own.
her dancing the exact mirror of mine.
she says your name and your ears hear my voice.
you think you're moving on
with someone new
but you're just moving on
with your new me.

- p. winter
Jun 2018 · 406
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Penelope Winter Jun 2018
Summer, take the rain away.
Summer, take the pain away.
Winter froze my flowering heart,
Teach it how to bloom today.

- p. winter
Jun 2018 · 188
Wild Love
Penelope Winter Jun 2018
My head once rested on your shoulder.
Your skin once brushed 'gainst mine.
Our eyes once smiled,
But love, once wild,
Will always tame with time.

- p. winter
Jun 2018 · 225
Wonder (haiku)
Penelope Winter Jun 2018
And I can't help but
Wonder if he thinks of me,
Or chose to forget.

- p. winter
Jun 2018 · 306
I Once Was a Bird
Penelope Winter Jun 2018
I once was a bird
I once could fly
Over ****** dam creeks
Through the blessēd sky

I once had wings
As strong as the Sun
A chant never boring
And never outsung

But winter was always
A season away
As the trees would fade
And the birds migrate

Their v formation
A hopeful glow
Of the freedom I never knew
I’d never know.

Each year with the snow
And the cardinal’s arrival
The Zhaunagush came
As we ran for survival

Lungs on fire
Our only chance
To escape such hellish
Circumstance

Not all of us
Could run so fast
Some fell into
The white man’s grasp

We kicked and screamed
But made no sound
Were silenced ‘til buried
Unnamed, in the ground

I once was a bird
I once could fly
Now caged I sit
Missing the sky

Eggshell walls
Glisten from outside
But within, you learn
What closed doors can hide
this is a super old poem i once wrote for an english class about residential schools
Mar 2018 · 192
'Til Winter
Penelope Winter Mar 2018
In summer clouds
My mind will dream
'Til white lips kiss
Earth's cheek of green.

In flowery dress
I'll twirl my hair
'Til sighs pirouette
Through chilly air.

In grasses tall
My footprints will grow
'Til their stories are
Erased by snow.

Until each flake
Begins its dive
In fire and fireflies
I'll thrive.

- p. winter
An old poem from the end of summer :)
Mar 2018 · 175
art
Penelope Winter Mar 2018
art
is not
always
radically
tantalizing
a passionate storm
it can be
a
rosy
tenderness
gentle and warm
an artist's soul
in tangible form

- p. winter
Feb 2018 · 143
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Penelope Winter Feb 2018
a woman of little remorse
for all the suitors she dismissed
when she knew the one she longed for
was herself

- p. winter
Feb 2018 · 764
Worth the Wait (haiku)
Penelope Winter Feb 2018
For now it’s torture
But one day I’ll get to say
You were worth the wait

- p. winter
Feb 2018 · 189
how to be a poet
Penelope Winter Feb 2018
live simply
feel intensely
love passionately
write dramatically

- p. winter
Jan 2018 · 185
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Penelope Winter Jan 2018
i knew i was dreaming
not when the deer head on the wall blinked
but when you touched me
as if on purpose

- p. winter
Penelope Winter Jan 2018
A rocking chair sits
On the porch
Of a house
On the corner of ol’ Honey Lane.
It looks over fields of lavender stems
And rocks with the wind and the rain.
I grew up walking past it,
On ol’ Honey Lane,
And would sometimes drop by for a swing.
I brought books and some snacks,
Played with dollies and jacks,
This poor rocker withstood everything.
I grew a bit older but kept coming back
To my rocker on ol’ Honey Lane.
I’d bring it my sorrows and rock til the morrow,
Forgetting my worries and pain.
The gentle caressing of lavender lullabies
Scattered the clouds of grey.
And whene’er I was lonely, I knew that only
My rocker could brighten my day.
Still older I grew and soon began dreaming
Of cities more couth and refined.
So I hopped on a plane, fled my ol' Honey Lane
And left my poor rocker behind.
I traded my jeans for a dazzling dress,
And dollies for wine and pearls.
But nothing within could dare to trade in

The mem’ry of that young, little girl.
The girl who spent hours watching lavender fields,
On the corner of ol’ Honey Lane.
I knew without haste, there was no time to waste,
I had to go find her again.
So back home I flew, to see family and friends,
To smell lavender waft through the air.
I ran to the porch of the old corner house,
And saw my dear old rocking chair.
I hopped on it’s seat, kicked my feet off the ground,
And remembered the wind and the rain.
As the sun went to sleep in the lavender fields,
So I slept on my rocker
On ol’ Honey Lane.

- p. winter
Jan 2018 · 552
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Penelope Winter Jan 2018
what a pleasure
an honour
a dream come true
to live in a world
in a time
that holds you

- p. winter
Dec 2017 · 24
The Worst is Over
Penelope Winter Dec 2017
My wrists wear the same soft skin
As my smiling cheeks.
The only wounds they bear are healing scars.

My tears are of laughter and love.
My lips remember what it's like
To be free to be happy.

My eyes look in mirrors and see
An array of imperfections,
But my mind doesn't wish to change any of them.

My heart is no longer broken,
It needs nothing but a pulse
To feel loved.

My body is healing.
The shrivelled flowers fade as new buds bloom in my hair.

I am happy.
The icicles on my eyelashes melt, glistening on their way down my cheekbones.

The battle is won.
The worst is over.

Happiness has found its way back
Into my life.

- p. winter
Dec 2017 · 275
Failure of a Murderer
Penelope Winter Dec 2017
I dug a knife into her skull
And slowly twisted it
Until her brain was a puddle at my fingertips.

But she would not die.

I threw burning coals into her eyes
And watched her try to cool them
With her tears.

But, despite the suffering, she just would not die.

I held her head underwater
Until her arms stopped flailing
And the bubbles stopped rising.

And though she drowned, she refused to die.

Something inside her
Was fighting to live.

But I owe her my life for that fight.

I guess I'm not cut out to be a murderer,
I couldn't even ****
Myself.

- p. winter
Dec 2017 · 587
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Penelope Winter Dec 2017
i've been too stressed to write
i forgot that writing takes
the stress away

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 260
bloody poetry
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
i write expendable stories on paper

but the anthems i can't let myself forget
i carve into my wrists

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 189
Our Game
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
We play a game in silent tension
Where neither of us has the courage to speak
And when nothing is said
We blame each other.
We could win this game together
But I guess we're both too afraid
Of losing.

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 219
Eric (haiku)
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
hey you, deli boy
if you're reading this, then stop
reading my poems

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 199
please
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
just lie to me
and tell me
that i made your
head spin

- p. winter
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
Those eyes, oh those eyes.
I've written too many lines
For those hazel eyes.

Those eyes that wander,
That see everything, but mine.
These eyes that wonder.

Those eyes, oh those eyes.
Looking into those eyes, I'll
Write lines 'til I die.

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 358
Weaknesses
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
I think my greatest weakness
Was that I never knew when to give up.

I fought to the death
I pushed too far
If I knew I was right
I made sure you knew too.

And I think your greatest weakness
Was that you gave up too easily.

You never screamed back,
Let me win when I shouldn't have,
Watched me defend arguments
You knew made no sense.

But one day,
Our roles changed.
You fought and I
Surrendered.

When we played "who can walk away first"
And I let you win.

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 311
What Vulnerable Poets Get
Penelope Winter Nov 2017
I wrote him a poem
And kept it well hid
Til' the day that I thought
He should hear what I'd writ'.
So I sat by his side,
And watched his eyes perk
As I told him I'd let him,
Just once, read my work.
I don't think he realized
I wrote it for him
But I saw on his face
As it suddenly sank in.
He looked in my eyes,
His as wide as the moon,
And said I expected
Too much
Too soon.
He got up to leave,
Threw my book to the ground,
I begged and I pleaded
But he heard no sound.
He turned on his heel
As I drowned in regret.
Guess that's what the vulnerable
Poets get.

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 144
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Penelope Winter Nov 2017
i write untitled poems
when what i wish to say
cannot be
synopsized

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 169
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Penelope Winter Nov 2017
i wonder if i've ever
made you nervous

if my name made goosebumps
bubble on your skin

and your breath
quicken

i wonder if i've ever
made you dizzy

if you've ever felt or fallen
as i for you

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 142
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Penelope Winter Nov 2017
a hummingbird lives in my chest
your voice is succulent nectar

- p. winter
Nov 2017 · 131
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Penelope Winter Nov 2017
and there's a smirk in your poker face
that screams
even the emotionless
can love

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 303
audience (haiku)
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
finger in my throat
my reflection watches me
flush my weight away

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 190
Hope (haiku)
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
my only hope left
is that you're looking at me
when i look away

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 152
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Penelope Winter Oct 2017
i'm tired
of this ache

my skin burns
my mind cries

i don't miss you,
i just miss being happy

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 131
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Penelope Winter Oct 2017
you buried yourself into my skin

and now, no knife can

dig you out

again

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 157
I Lie
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
I lie in every word I speak
But in no word
I write.

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 45
Echo in the Canyon
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
I scream my love for you
In the canyon of your ribs

But all I get back
Is Echos.

For other explorers have been here before me,
Each one briefly passing through,
Taking a piece of you
As a souvenir.

And now,
You have no heart left
To love with.

My love bounces back.
Just an echo in the canyon.

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 534
Beauty is Pain (haiku)
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
I know that it hurts
But darling, beauty is pain.
Now, back to the scale...

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 136
Scars
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
my wrists are scarred
with memories
that only I remember

how easily you open the wounds
how reluctant you are
to heal them

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 193
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Penelope Winter Oct 2017
When did “I am beautiful”
And “I am skinny”
Become the same thing?

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 360
One Too Few
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
Whether I live or die
Has become decided by
A game of
"how many meals is one too few?"

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 147
Rain Clouds
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
Maybe thunder is just rain clouds
Calling for someone to cry with.

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 148
Shadows
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
Too many times
I've watched you
From the shadows,
Trying to forget
That I no longer
Can join you
In the sunshine.

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 215
heartbeat (haiku)
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
be still my heart; beat
no more for those who try to
silence your rhythm

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 195
tomcat blues
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
like a tomcat in a darkened alley
you snuck away in silence
and like the moon shining down on you
i lit your path
watched you go
and said nothing

- p. winter
not gonna lie, this was completely inspired by an ikea pillow with black cats on it
Oct 2017 · 208
When Autumn is but a Memory
Penelope Winter Oct 2017
I will still picture the lonely canoe
Gliding through the ghostly fog,
The amber leaves falling leisurely,
Rippling the lake's surface.
I will still feel my chilled lungs
Breathing in the crisp air,
Each breath running through my veins
Like the frost clinging to the windows.
I will still hear my father's voice
Reading forest fables,
His intonation lulling me to sleep
As it has for many years.
I will still taste the charred air
Of glowing embers by the lakeside,
As family gathers with maple spears
To continue the old man's tradition.
I will still smell the gasoline
Keeping my four-wheeler humming,
Granting me that annual sense of momentary freedom,
My helmet displayed as proudly as a crown.
These memories I keep stored
With old flannel sheets and hiking boots.
For these memories of autumn
I always will
Be thankful.

- p. winter
Oct 2017 · 77
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Penelope Winter Oct 2017
I am the only one
Who will never leave me
A heartbroken mess.
So why am I
The hardest to love?
And why are the traitors
So easy
To fall for?

- p. winter
Sep 2017 · 159
Sleeves
Penelope Winter Sep 2017
I wear long sleeves so that my scars
Don't make anyone uncomfortable
Because heaven forbid
Someone should know
I was ever less than happy.

- p. winter
Sep 2017 · 626
I Used to Write
Penelope Winter Sep 2017
I used to write a lot of poems online.
They'd trend, attract followers, etc.
I thought I'd publish a book one day,
People seemed to like reading my stuff.
But, eventually, as most fame does,
my 15 minutes wore off.
I started getting less likes,
Less comments,
Less recognition for my work.
And I guess it made sense
Because I wasn't writing as much
Or spending as much time editing.
So I read through my old poems
To see if I just got worse
Or if there was some underlying reason
For my loss of popularity.
And soon, I began to realize
The only poems I wrote
Were ones of heartbreaks and sadnesses;
Poems of woes and loneliness.
So I wondered to myself
"What changed?"
And saw that I wasn't writing as much
Because I wasn't as sad as I was
When my peotry flowed more smoothly.
I didn't need writing as an outlet
To cope with my pain.
It's not that my life got much better,
(It didn't at all)
But I was learning to continuously find things
To be happy about;
And less to write my
Depressing monologues about.
I had begun to move on with my life
And teach myself that bad days are unavoidable,
It's how we react to them
That determines how we feel.
I used to write a lot of poetry.
But now,
I live it.

- p. winter
Sep 2017 · 228
Victories
Penelope Winter Sep 2017
You celebrated my victories with me
Until they become our victories
But now you're gone and I
Don't celebrate anymore

- p. winter
Sep 2017 · 222
September
Penelope Winter Sep 2017
As fawns become stags
And leaves, fallen gold,
As lakes freeze to rinks
So our hearts turn to stone

For our love has left us
With geese in the sky
But we'll remember September
'Til the day we die.

- p. winter
a bittersweet month, perfectly resembling the fade from summer to winter
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