Don't ever fall in love with a poet
because they will indeed admire and watch your every move
they will write about how the pen marks on the side of your palm when you write
don't ever because they will trace
every single freckle you have on your face and
write about the color of each and every one of them and
describe how they smile so brightly under the sunlight
they will want you to want to know every little thing about them
even if it's just what hand they write with and want you
to be wondering why they write with that specific hand when in
reality it doesn't even matter

the poet will watch the way you dig
your eyes onto that book and your small quick remarks onto the 26 letters all crumpled together and will know that everyday at 5:28 p.m. you smile

they will look deeply into your eyes
to see if they can at least take a little
peak of your soul and they will write
about you like if you were the only
thing they see good in this world

they will want to know what you think
about when you look at them and
see if you also count each and
every freckle and hope and write  
that you do but they will
love you endlessly and they will
show you that they love you and only you

but don't date a poet if you aren't
capable to watch them and
admire their imperfections
when they sleep late at night
beside you.

j.f

I miss a lot of people.
Is it selfish to say that
I hope they miss me too?

The way you said goodbye..

Left me like a dead tree branch on the inside.

Never thought you'd leave..

But, then it hit me.

Square in the face..

That nobody could ever replace...

You.

And I looked into your eyes.

Well, I never pictured
what was inside..

And that I am sorry for.

For ruining your life..

And that also kills me inside.

I'm sorry for hurting...

You.

Maybe...
I don't wanna say goodbye..
Maybe I want you in my life.
I want you to be there throughout my changes.
I'm truly sorry..
Can you ever forgive me?
Its okay if you don't..
I just want you to know..
I care.
And, I want you here..

my mind says
"get over him"
and
when i try
to forget you
my heart shouts
"what the hell?
are you trying
to **** me?"
  -cute crazy-