looked at you,
I didn't just look, to look.
I really looked at you.
before I even had the chance to soak you in,
my eyes were already engraving every detail of your face
into the back of my mind.
so now, when I close my eyes,

She fakes it.
I am the one who hates it.

I try to hide it. Try to avoid it.
But she fails me.
Every time I try to reconcile, she leaves me be.

I portray us as a team,
But she breaks the bond,
Prefers to be individual,
I look up to her with Scorn.

She makes new friends.
She forgets me.

She is the one making dents,
In the end,I am the Culprit.
I will always be one. . .

I try to love her.
But she doesn't want to.
In the end,I have nothing to offer.
And I don't know what to do.

I expect. I expect every day.
That one day,
She will come running to me and say-
Hey! I missed you and I am sorry for my Stupid,Childish Tactics.

But will that day ever come?
When odds will be with me?

My heart bleeds,
I sink in Jealousy.
She doesn't look back to me.
She leaves me be.

When everything finishes.
When its all over.
When everyone is gone.
When nothing is left to hear except the silence.
When nothing is left to be seen except the beauty of emptiness.
When nothing is left to taste expect for life.
When nothing is left to feel except for the loneliness.
When nothing is left to be fed expect your soul.
When everything is left except for right.
I will be there.

If only you could appreciate what you had.

If only you could see that it isn't so bad.

If only you could see that you're not that only one who is sad.

If only you could've accepted.

You wouldn't have felt so rejected.

I remember
when it was all over,
it was always so bittersweet
as no one was ever sure
if we'd ever meet again.

But the comfort
we found together
will remain forever,
amongst
the silent stone sentinels
with etched faces
who know
we smiled
& in the infinite,
that means everything.

Good bye.

I sometimes look back
And reminisce on the days of 'us'
When your eyes weren't as cold
When you still cared

But then I look closely
And realization washes over me--
I was fooling myself all along
Because really, you never cared at all

the days are brighter
the smile is wider
every time i see you.

times are hard
you make it all okay
the days once were all gray

the days will be okay with you