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Rose 1d
Not for the first time, I sit and wonder
what it would be like—
to be born in a world, or at least a home,
where women were simply
equal.

Where "allowed to work"
was never said.
Where mothers who work
don't carry the whole house
on tired, unthanked shoulders.

Where Sundays are soft for everyone,
where the sun rises in the east
for every single one of us.
Where daughters don’t have to
run interference,
smooth storms that were never theirs.

Where whoever wakes first
makes the morning tea,
no matter the hands or the name.
Where girls choose their clothes
like boys do,
with no second skin of shame.

Where words like feminist
would be meaningless—
because fairness would be breathing,
not battling.

But sadly, here we are.
Still told,
"men will be men,"
still watching women reduced
to a teacup on the table.

Still.
Just close your eyes.
Imagine:
a world where I would not
hate being born a girl.
A world
where things
would simply—
be.
Id like to live in a world one day, where there is no use of words like "feminism" and "gender equality" because this would just be the norm and not a thing you have to actively think about.
Rose 7d
I am stuck in a version of life
that used to fit like skin
but now drapes heavy
like fabric soaked in something I can’t wash out.

Every decision I made
was loud with purpose,
each one a small explosion
meant to prove I was moving,
meant to keep me upright.

Now the walls lean in.
They don’t ask questions.
They press.
They stay.
They remind me that stillness
can become suffocating
if you sit in it long enough.
Apr 17 · 30
I'm Stuck
Rose Apr 17
I am stuck in a version of life
that used to fit like skin
but now drapes heavy
like fabric soaked in something I can’t wash out.

Every decision I made
was loud with purpose,
each one a small explosion
meant to prove I was moving,
meant to keep me upright.
But I lost track
of what I was chasing.

Now the walls lean in.
They don’t ask questions.
They press.
They stay.

And now the days
blur into each other
like sleep I can’t feel,
like time I forgot to notice,
like I’m watching everything
from somewhere far beneath myself.
Mar 14 · 44
A Story Half-Told
Rose Mar 14
The map in my hands shows the roads, but none of them tell me where to stand.

I move through moments, tracing the edges, never the center.

A narrative flows around me, and I hesitate — turn the page, or linger in the whitespace?

Others move seamlessly, chapter to chapter, their pages numbered, their purpose clear.

I am a note in the margins, significant, yet separate.

Do I belong in these lines? Was I ever meant to be here? Or am I just an observer, reading a story that was never mine?
Mar 12 · 54
The Smallest Violin
Rose Mar 12
I sit in the corner,
where the world moves past me.

I laugh, I nod,
but in the spaces between,
I wonder if I’m actually here
or just an echo.

I turn small things into lifelines,
and then—just like that—they fade.

People don’t leave loudly,
just quietly, subtly,
like a book set down
and never picked up again.

Maybe that’s fine.
Maybe that’s just how it is.
A quiet, familiar tune,
played on the world’s smallest violin.
Not loud enough to stop anyone,
but always playing.
Rose Dec 2024
Why do you do this?  
Twist my choices until they vanish,  
your words, soft but cruel, carving into my flesh,  
each one deeper, more suffocating than the last.  
You blackmail me with your pain,  
threats hanging like nooses,
slowly tightening around my neck.  
You said you’d end everything,  
if I didn’t surrender to your darkness.  
Do you even see me,  
not as your shattered reflection,  
but as someone slowly being erased,  
drowning in a life I can’t escape?  
I know you're sinking,  
but why drag me down with you,  
burying me beneath your weight?  
I need you to hear me—  
to release me before I’m lost entirely,  
because if you can’t,  
I’ll break, and you’ll have killed me too.
Dec 2024 · 1.3k
a story with no ending
Rose Dec 2024
I feel like I’m alone in a library with no guide,
the silence pressing in,
the words on the pages a reminder
that I can’t connect to anything.
The book I’m reading is losing its meaning,
the plot unraveling
with each sentence I try to understand.
And I wonder,
if I keep reading,
will the ending ever come?
Or is this story one
that doesn’t have a finish,
one that leaves me lost in its endless chapters?
Dec 2024 · 258
the blue comforter
Rose Dec 2024
I don’t understand why it feels so far away,
like the blue comforter I cried for, but you never gave me.
Wasn’t it supposed to be soft,
something to hold me when the nights felt endless?

Instead, I lay exposed beneath the weight of cold air,
wondering if I had asked for too much,
if the silence meant I wasn’t meant to be held.
Was it me, or was it everything else,
that made you keep it just out of reach?

And even now, I can’t help but wonder —
what would it have felt like to pull it close,
to finally be warm, and believe I belonged?
P.S.

It wasn’t just a blanket. It was the promise of safety, of care.
A small thing that could have meant I was seen,
that someone wanted me to feel whole.
But you didn’t give it to me, and I didn’t know why.
So I learned to sleep in the cold, convincing myself I didn’t need it,
but I never stopped aching for its warmth.
Dec 2024 · 235
Words I Wish I Could Hear
Rose Dec 2024
Why does it always come back to me,
Not having those around when I need them most?
Is it just me, lost in silence,
Not communicating, feeling like a ghost?

For all that I do, all that I give,
I wish for understanding in return;
I’m tired of being the strong one,
The one who knows yet feels the burn.

For once, I need someone to see,
To understand without my having to spell;
I know I sound like a broken record,
Caught in this cycle, trapped in this shell.

I try my best to be there, to care,
Postponing my plans, leaving troubles behind;
Pretending I’m whole, while I’m barely aware,
Hoping for warmth, a connection to find.

Is it wrong to expect, to want a reply,
To hope for a check-in from those I adore?
Is this what friendship means, a soft, quiet sigh,
A dance of giving, but always wanting more?

Did I miss the memo, all these years long,
Foolishly dreaming of bonds that could thrive?;
Is this what it feels like, to search for a song,
Only to find it’s just me trying to survive?

Who do I ask when I’m weary and worn,
Tired of being the one with the words?
I loved those who listened, but now I’m forlorn,
Only to find they speak only for their own.

Yet still, I hoped for someone who knows,
Who loves words as deeply as I;
But they speak for themselves, as the silence grows,
And I’m left wishing for just a reply.

Is it too much to ask for a few simple words,
A flicker of kindness, a moment to share?
In this vast sea of voices, where silence is unheard,
I yearn for a friend who will truly care.
Dec 2024 · 458
Silent Cries
Rose Dec 2024
I want to quit,
I can’t do this anymore,
The weight of it all —
It crashes, it pours.

I’m drowning in feelings,
Too heavy, too raw,
I don’t want to feel them,
I’m breaking, I fall.

I need the hurt to end,
One way or another,
I need to escape,
To find something other.

I want to quit,
I can’t wear this face,
I’m suffocating slowly,
In this endless race.

I need a way out,
A hand, something solid,
I’m reaching, I’m sinking,
The world feels so pallid.

God, I need help,
I’m screaming inside,
I want to quit,
I don’t want to hide.

— The End —