Was I demanding so much?
So much that you need to break my heart.
Is it really necessary?
Necessary to cut me off so suddenly.
And you didn't want me to wait,
To wait for the day that you're finally ready.
It was all because you are afraid,
You are afraid that you will hurt me more.
But I wont let you go,
I will never, even if it hurts me more than today.
Because I am so in love with you,
That I'm willing to bear this pain of the wait.
Even if you change your mind,
Even if you will not choose me in the end,
Even if you push me away again and again.
I will wait my love,
I will for you until the end.

I am but a flickering light,
A reflection of abandoned dreams and broken heart.
Will I cease to exist tonight?
A lost cause that will never be saved?
Showing a facade of the brave but all torn up and weary,
A husk of the former glory,
A dreary scene till the end,
In my dying embers I dream,
A dream full of love and happiness,
A contrast to my loneliness,
Abandoned till the end.

Ilang ulit ko ba dapat sabihin?
Ilang ulit ko ba dapat aminin?
Na mahal kita
Minamahal parin kita
Kahit walang tayo
Patuloy na umaasa
Patuloy na nagbabaga
Ang aking pag-ibig
Ang aking puso
Taimtim na nananalig
Taimtim na humihiling
Na magbukas ang iyong puso
Na magkaroon narin ng tayo
Sa ating mga salita
Sa ating mga gawa
Nagpapakitang tayo ay masaya
Nagpapakitang tayo ay maligaya
Sa piling ng bawat isa
Sa piling ng ating mahal
Kaya may itatanong lng ako sayo
Ilang ulit ko ba dapat sungkitin ang mga tala?
Ilang ulit ko ba dapat sabihin sa iyo na...
Mahal kita
Minamahal kita
Patawarin mo sana pagkat ako'y umaasa
Patawarin mo sana pagkat ako'y nananaginip
Na matanggap mo mga sinasabi ko
Na matanggap mo ang pag-ibig ko
Na matanggap ng puso mo ang puso ko
Kaya mahal ko paumanhin
Nandito lng ako nag-aantay sayo.

A pursuit of truth,
From the happiness of my youth,
To a never ending cycle of pain,
To the love I never gain.

A pursuit of light,
From the sun shining so bright,
To the darkest time of my day,
To the moon who never play.

A pursuit of you,
From a love who is ever been true,
To a heart broken in two,
To a love story with no me and you.

When all is lost,
Thou shall find,
The answers foretold,
Filled with ire,
Receive with glee,
All you loathe,
For the power awakens,
To fulfill its oath,
One question,
One reply,
For the cause is "I",
And effect is "you",
Will you bask in beauty,
Or abandon youth?
Will you live with fortune,
Or be destitute?
Come my child,
Ask and receive,
Tell me the price of your life.

You are the moon
the precious moon
fleeting above the clouds;
out of my reach.

For me the earth
the lonely earth
basking in your radiance;
in a daze.

I gaze at you
the brilliant moon
even if you wax or wane;
until I am no more.

You are one with the heavens
I a speck of dust in the earth
Meeting you in this desolate lands
Must be fate or a curse.

The unimaginable heights you reached
And my continuous struggle for existence
Acts that never fit together
Lives that won't intertwine.

My selfish wish of love
Your selfless works for life
Will our never ending horizons meet
Or will this vigorous heart burn out.

Lost in this world without a bearing
Like a message in bottle at sea
Carried by waves of different sizes
Drifting at the waves command
Momentarily settles on the shore
Then taken away by salty waters
Pushed down hard from the surface
A hurried resurface to gasp for air
It is a never ending cycle
Being stranded and then washed away
A game of patience and struggles
Till someone picks me up and keep me safe

I miss you like it was natural
A small reflex of the mind
Resurfaced the feelings
I was really trying to hide
Urges from the thoughts of you
Makes me teary eyed
I really want to be with you
Will there be a chance?

I have felt a storm surging from within
A sensation so chilling underneath the skin
A condensed cloud of emotions pouring in
A kamikaze of different feelings.

The storm that leaves a person confused
With different emotions that were fused
With a choice of feelings to be diffused
With a brain and heart scarred and bruised.

I don't know if this is luck
But I do know my life *****
With a gift that made me learn to love
Then a word that destroys it
Leaving people hurt and scarred

Maybe this is what I'm good at
Destroying things that I built
Smashing relationships I gained
Giving up when I'm almost there
No courage to live no more.

I never want this things to happen
But I may be destined for this
A life in solitary and silence
In a cold lifeless lonely room
Waiting in the corner for my ending soon.

I'm shouting my heart out
Exposing the war within
Feelings that are converging
Goes under my nerves exploding
Destroying everything I wield
Yet no sound was heard
Only a scene of a man
Who is dying within.

I am stupid to think that there could be us,
Daydreaming that someday I will hold you.

I was so deranged and madly in love,
Even it's one sided I pushed my luck.

Now I am nowhere near the path,
So I have to let it go and move along.

So goodbye my feelings,
Bye my love.

It is a tragedy,
I hope those people will find the remedy,
We decline every year,
Caught
Abused
Sold,
Even the little ones aren't spared,
Or those who are already mature to bear.

We are on a tight spot,
Everyone competes for our catch,
I hope those people realize,
We decline,
We scatter,
We die,
Yet such greed in their eyes,
That Malthusian theory is true,
No surprise.

We are the fish that struggle,
It was our tragedy,
But their loss,
I call it tragedy of the commons.

can recover.
Knows how to fall;
        without a safety net
Trusts everyone;
         with no hesitations
Surrenders everything;
         with all it's being
Took all the pain;
          and all the beatings
Starts over;
          much harder this time
And failed;
          again and again and again.

Yes, the heart can recover...
But not forever;
          just like it's owner.

Fire that started out as a little ember,
Flapped it's wings and caused danger,
Swallowing a whole town I still remember,
That it was my cigarette who was the reaper.
Ash flew high above the cloud,
With an army behind roaring so loud,
Launching themselves forming a shroud,
As bringer of death I would never be proud.
***** air enters the system,
Painting lungs black who could resist them,
Spreads like a plague just from a victim,
Now all this angel sees are bodies post mortem.
Now all of the people are off their boot,
They start to panic they start to loot,
It was only a matter of time before they shoot,
It was the punishment for my crime it is absolute.

Under the moonlight,
My light dances and flickers,
To keep the solitary soul bound,
Deep into confinement it dove,
Deeper and deeper until there is no more,
Just an endless cold sand on it's feet,
And endless thoughts of giving up,
This is the end of the journey,
This is the end of the road,
Cursed to live a life so lonely,
Cursed to die all alone,
Now I'll watch this last phase of the moon,
While waiting for the dance to be over soon.

It was kindness of friendship that brought me back,
The joyful memories that I had,
Filled my life with joy and laughter,
Those are things that I only remember.
Now I let it slip for a moment and all is gone,
Took everything for granted,
How I wish on a shooting star to bring it back,
But now I'm a pathetic bottle with no one to tack.

Inside my room I hold,
Her gentle hands of gold,
On bended knees I told,
A proposal.
Then felt a sudden caress,
As our lips gently press,
And all I heard was "yes",
An answer.
For me left in daze,
Thinking of future days,
Suddenly lost in a haze,
A dream.
Yet this is all I see,
An endless sky and sea,
That never meant to be,
A happy ending.
Looking from afar,
Seeing her in that car,
Tearing and leaving a scar,
Oh poor heart.

Blank page?
A seranade,
Music that the world would never appreciate.
Tasteless?
An explosion,
Of a generation who looks down on their forefathers.

A withered leaf,
Falling from its foothold,
Swirls in time,
Contemplating the moments he swayed,
And stayed on a high branch,
Feeling the wind blowing on it's face,
Yet now the moment has ended,
As it's face hit the ground when it landed.

All the flowers that have withered,
All the chocolates that have deformed,
All the hours that been wasted,
All the love that have been rejected,
I had buried it to the grave.

Who gave up on their first love?
The first love they waited,
The first love they cherished,
The first love who vanished.  

Without a doubt I was at fault,
The guy who put everything to a halt,
But just let it pass like a thunder bolt,
Who gave up on their first love?

You were the best choice that I had,
But always at the wrong timing,
So you will be the girl I never have,
Saying I moved on would be lying.

This days I have been evading you,
Coz tears would fall girl that's true,
And everytime I see that beautiful hue,
Just reminds me that I was never in queue,
But remember that I would still always pick you.

I'm as dope as two rappers,
Your just someone popping bubble wrappers,
Even your girl wants me to ****** her,
Coz you're living like a petty snatcher,
Rhyming fast like I'm on a chill pill,
I'm whopping your *** so you should chill, Phil,
What I'm trying to do is to demonstrate,
How would you feel aftet taking a demon's straight,
It's useless to compare a top brandy,
To the likes of you who is only brand D,
Now I'm ending you with a shampoo,
Coz you really smell shame, poo.

I am a demon in disguise,
I need no ritual or sacrifice,
A true evil you despise,
The one who sent you your demise,
I don't need to apologize,
Cause I denied you not once but thrice,
Now I'm waiting sipping soda with ice,
Coz now it's your turn to throw the dice.

Tired
With words
Unspoken;
Living
With heart
Broken,
Moving
With pain
Unbroken;
Dead
With life
Stolen.

I was in the wrong side of the road,
To think that you and me could happen,
I thought that I was really strong inside,
But the wounds just started to deepen,
It's clutch to my throat never weakened,
That never let me fight back or break even,
But now I'm good as a dead man,
Just a wandering body who's soul never got to heaven,
Now with a rope on my neck ready tighten,
I hope someone finds me before eleven.

People judge you everytime,
But I won't be affected or give a dime,
Even they hate me that it started to rhyme,
Coz I won't be them or be their mime.

Lost without the stars,
Defeated in all the wars,
Stored pieces of my broken heart in jars,
Cause love was not true but only a farce.

But I don't want to hate,
Maybe all of this is fate,
So I'll stay clear here in my room and wait,
For someone to take those pieces and fix it straight.

I really want to confess,
So I could let my heart out of this mess,
Which have been in a total distress,
Since I met you.

But myself can't handle,
Like burning myself with a candle,
Turning myself to ash in a bundle,
When I see you.

But if I do succeed,
I really want you to heed,
That everything I need,
Is you.

There was never a day
that I don't think of you,
It makes me smile
when I think of it out the blue,
My bad day lightens up
when I accidentally see you,
******* rabbit
I'm in love with you.

A cold December passed on by,
Now a chilling summer is nearby,
A deathly cold wave down my spine,
A sign of your love that will never be mine.

A deep slumber,
For another brother,
Done by a bomber,
From another mother,
Left a spot of umber,
Also a pain like any other.

Under a tall old tree,
Lights with shades of three,
Can do wonders as far I could see,
Cause there is a man sleeping for eternity.

She doesn't sound the same,
You could only just remember her name,
With all the called for shame,
A person who remembers her name.

Silver and gold
Can never hold
Her beauty

Ransoms and dime
Can never rhyme
With her body

Prayers and praise
Can never appraise
Her pressence

Builders and fixer
Can never fix her
Broken heart

Heart aches and heart breaks,
They always come in pairs,
Just when love doesn't want to speak,
A pain you can never bear,
When that love leaves and tweaks,
Leaving your heart to pieces on a chair.

I wanted to write a song
A song that would last through ages
A song sung by all races
A song that could reach any generation
Even small children sings along
I want to write a song that could unite
Mend every broken pieces
Even alleviate a damning sickness
Save a broken marriage
Strengthen failing relationships
Yet they won't know that the song
Was all about you
How I feel for you
So I want the song that I will write
Also reach you and tell you
That I really love you.

Sophistication beyond decree,
A body beyond degree,
With killing mind in a spree,
A beautiful woman men agree.

My life crumbled down
Like it was a fragile object
After being tossed around
By the baggers on the plane.
Being lead to a drama
That doesn't have an axis
No plot twists nor redos
Just another tragedy of me.
Now I only sing this shanty
That I learned from the sea
Awaiting the death me
Oh poor old man.

Only a sound,
Even just a bit of her voice,
I am assured she is there.
I don't why?
But the way talks,
The way she walks is all I need.
I may have known her,
Even with my primal instinct,
I could feel her presence.
Maybe I'm into her,
That she won't acknowledge,
But I really love her.

Sun kissed skin,
Tan lines like my kin,
Bikinis so paper thin,
Oh God, this is my sin.

Heat wave like fire,
Strong winds forming a spire,
In this situation so dire,
Saying it's good, makes me a liar.

Waves towering high,
Waves a surfer would die,
A thing I admire with a sigh,
Summer is here, it's no lie.

What I demand
Justice,
For all the broken
Hearts,
That cause them
Pain,
Because of those
*******,
So will never love
Again,
But I demand
Justice,
Because I want to
Change,
That girl's last
Name.

I had this one last stick of cigarette
I lit it up hoping it would last longer,
But each time I sip it gets shorter,
shorter and shorter by each second,
But with each sip I take I think about her
making each one long and painful,
Cause each sip I think of my mistakes
the real reason why I did lose her,
Now that she's gone I suddenly found
that letting her go was a wrong choice,
Cause I know I still love her
but there is nothing I can do about it,
Cause I know she's really move on
and I'm the only one who's still holding on,
So as I take my last sip of this cigarette
I will put out the fire like my love for her.

I saw a princess in a tower
Wondering if she would love me,
If I save her from that tower
But my mind won't let me be,
Yet my feelings are more stronger
So I decide with her will flee,
I was her hero who doesn't cower
Against dragons and walking trees,
Soon after things got sour
She then left me in a losing spree,
So I will shut my heart from this hour
Cause it's a happy never after for me.

Young love so true,
Young love turned blue,
Young love felt hate,
Young love dissipates,
Young love gone lost,
Young love exhaust,
Young love slowly dies,
Young love a reason of this lies.