Nicole Dawn

Nicole Dawn Oct 2015

Fake

SMILE
Like the world isn't collapsing around you

LAUGH
Like you aren't dying inside

GIGGLE
Like you don't have a care in the world

BEAM
Like the happy person you aren't

CHUCKLE
Like your life actually makes sense

GRIN
Like everything will be okay

LIE
Like you do every day

And no one will suspect

#sad #alone #idk #tired

Oct 2015

Monica Lara

You're Uncontrollable

Has it ever occurred to you that maybe I like having an organized room and arrive 15 minutes early to everything because it's the only thing I can control in my life? I can't control falling in love. I can't control you when you leave. I can't control the malignant thoughts that spur up once I'm alone. I can't control myself when I text you asking if you miss me even a little bit and I can't control crying myself to sleep when you don't text back. I can't control these things and it scares me so I take it out on everything else.

#love #poem #sad #depression #life #crying #hurt #thoughts #you #control

Oct 2015

damsel in distress

Parachute

I was afraid of love
It's just heartaches and sufferings
I forbid myself from falling
Because I know
No one would catch me but the ground
Then there was you

You said you were falling
I was ready to fall in love with you
But when I was falling really fast
That's when I realized
You were not with me
You had a parachute on

I fell
But no one was there to catch me
I loved
And I don't think I could ever love again
Cause Im broken
You've broke me beyond repair

Nicole Dawn Oct 2015

When I Look at my Friends

It's gonna hurt when you leave

My thoughts when I'm with friends

#sad