i do not sleep anymore.
and i'm not sure if it's because
i can't stop thinking about you
or i am desperately trying to think about you.

i do not sleep anymore.
and i'm not sure if it's because
i'm dreaming about you again
  which terrifies me
or if i'm not dreaming about you again
  which terrifies me more.

i do not sleep anymore.
and i'm not sure if it's because
i started counting sheep again
or because i'm counting the days since you left instead.

you see i don't sleep anymore.
and i'm not sure if it's because
i'm forgetting you
or if i'm forgetting to forget you.

ablaze
with
horror,
disbelief,
hopeless grief
&
anger

waves of emotion trigger
compassion of comradery
displayed in nothing but
the simplicity of love.

Oh!

what dawn of terror
on
Grenfell