what it is really
that we crave
that we need
that we value
that we shout
in our hearts
into the world
in silent nights
in our sweet prayers
into the void
is it a person
is it a thing
is it a place
is it a moment
can we hold it
can we touch it
can we keep it
can we create it
can we feel it
will you be willing
will you risk it
will you take it
will you have it
will you make it
will you accept it
will you say it
love?

you don't know
you don't know
really you don't know
do you know i hurt myself
do you know i cry on random stuff
do you know i'm weird
do you care
do you still care
do you love
do you really love
i am a ****
i am a mess
i am a glass
i am a bomb
i can instantly break
i can create more mess
i can explode anytime
i have a time in my life
will you make time
will you be there in time
will you make space
really do you
are you willing
is it really you?

lots of laugh
lots of cries
lots of smiles
lots of frowns
in all the lows
and in all the highs
you are there
you are here
in my heart
in my mind
in my spirit
i know
location is far
but your
loyalty is on par
this is for a longtime
this is for the long haul
i like you
will lock this
look
definitely this is not lost
it is a sure found
LOVE

xoxo

some windows open
by force
by clicking
by checking
by pushing
by pulling
but this interface needs a user
the user is me
i open my window
i open my heart
i open everything
to experience again
to feel again
to love again
to be loved again
and this is one hell
of a user interface
this user interaction
is a
universe intersection
i found my red string
we found the You(U) and I
on each other
and i can't be grateful enough
for giving me the U in my I

xoxo

zealous
not jealous
make a zen
count to ten
will be in the
zone
no zip
no buts
all those
zzzs
and
zooms
let's turn them to
zephyrs of hope
zines of bravery
zero negativity
but trust the zodiac of love
for every year is
always us
yours
and mine

xo

this year was never
yours
it was all about
you
your choice
yourself
you yielding
towards any
yeses
yays
yums
yucks
but most importantly
this is all about
you
so just let's turn everything around
with new hellos
turn those yawns
to happy smiles
paint them yellow
let's yell
our young selves
with yearning

xo

the moment you touch that
xylophone
i feel your feelings become
xerox of mine

xoxo love