I want to get better, I try, but i'm not sure if thats any use. Im empty, i'm shallow, this outer appearance is just an illusion for you not to worry. The real emptiness is inside my head, in my veins, behind my eyes. Blinding me of the joy of everything, but i'll fake a smile now and then for you not to worry. I wish I could feel, but I lost the will to travel on, and that has taken it. I'm just a being existing but absent of life. I'm just here, lost, not wanting to be found.

A feeling of sadness lingers in my chest,
like the ghost that haunts me late at night.
Each night I become less and less like a person, and more like the ghost that visits me.
And sadly I cannot stop what has already been started.
And soon,
I will haunt you too.

-o.b.

Forgive me, my love
My numb heart beats too fast
It twisted your words into lies
It turned your intentions to motives

My foolish heart makes me doubt
And you have gotten closer
Mend it, if you please
But make it quick

My deceitful heart will fool me
Its lies will be truths
And may never be honest again
But then neither will you

So please hurry,
Save my heart from freezing
For you're turning antagonist
Becoming stone