unable   grip   control   jenny   exists   quivering   glutinous   mind   resist   course   assumptions   facts   helpless   shrugged   dives   consuming   overwhelming   consumption   dancing   nightmare   breaking   truth   dying   worth   speaking   head   masochistic   tempting   restraint   dive   cement   dark   struggle   surrender   festering   internally   neck   bottom   face   flickering   night   squeezed   fail   consumes