"I came and I conquered"
I did not go to the cross to banish or punish you no, as I was treading through the rocks into the hill of golgotha as the ruthless soldiers beat me to a ****** pulp, as I bled, as I suffered, as I was beaten, as I was nailed on to two wooden boards with three nails, I did this for each and everyone of you who believe in My name...So yes I came to the cross not for punishment but for redemption to save you from wretchedness and give you a life eternal whoever wishes to join Me! With the three words that I spoke saying it is finished is when all hell broke loose on earth, My Father tore the curtains from within the temple to let the message be known that I Am the Alpha and the Omega the Beginning and the End, I was there at the beginning of creation till end to come..."I came and I conquered"

Burn Your Bridges, Cut Your Anchors By Abraham Montalvo

Treading through the pain and sorrows, this life I'm living almost as feelin no reason to be living, emotions running, apathy a comin, deliver me from this hell that's has me forsaken,
My mind is troubled,
Heart is shuttled,
Spirit in turmoil,
Darkness has taken over almost all judgment
Like a veil that's been placed before me, blinds me in my ways and treads my paths, burning my bridges and cutting my anchors. Like a curse been laid upon me, a light that shines through me rips through what darkness that dines before my very eyes, in a midst of chaos like a war fought without the arms and weapons of soldiers to operate with the blunt force of destruction, burn your bridges cut your anchors... All this is temporary, it's all just and emotional trip into a world of agony that will cease to exist, for time is an understatement of what I can comprehend, lift my soul up high, bring me out of the distressful times ive been going through, help me, free me, save me...
misconstrued self emotions and deprived nights of sleep, body feeling weak and weary... Help me cut these anchors of emotions and burn these bridges of oppression...™

Conflicted:
I.Watching this life as the years go by, knowing I'm just a man of bones and flesh can't do much to keep these conflicted thoughts at rest,
II.People so quick to judge about my mistakes I made long ago, the past is past but can't stay in the back, gets thrown in my face like hurtful words that hit ya fast,
III.Haters gonna hate about the **** they've never been through, given an easy life they don't know what the **** I've been through, I'm not perfect **** I make my mistakes, takes a real ****** person to admit this **** straight,
IV.The goodness in me trying to maintain humanity and hope for the shallow world of fools without hope sitting in their high pious seat of glory and money at heart they're all just miserable ***** worse off than me, even broke and a joke to em all, ha they'll eat those stupid *** words,
Conflicted thoughts, two sides to a coin, playing with the ying and yang of life, sometimes I say why Lord why? Why can't you just remove me from the pain of this life? My soul is slowly withering away from the struggles I go through day by day, the hate in me is starting to develop, bitterness setting in this is the truth of being afflicted with conflictions,
V. Even through this all I'm pushing past the **** I hear and see, learned that words can hurt but so can my logic, all these fools are just my enemies as a footstool beneath me, guess what I'm back up from the restraints of life and pain, on my path to greatness and glory, not a person of pride and not of worry. Guess what your ******* won't hurt me...™

Regrets and Redemption- by Abraham Montalvo
I used to be looked at like one of the greats in your life and mines, forgive me for I made so many mistakes, that I'll take to the grave, for the sinner I am, forgiven by the blood of the Lamb, given a second chance to be redeemed by God's own two hands, nailed to a cross, for each and everyone to remember the win and the loss, I was a hero at once, a fool the next like I said I have my regrets,

Sitting in a club filled with ****** galore thinking oh my God what have I done? and who am I to become! hurt the two of us the most, felt like I destroyed it all, this is coming straight from my heart, months I ago I would've pleaded insanity, drinking myself into depression led me to darkest point of my life,

Trying to find love and comforting words from others still can't find my way back from this hell I was in, demons coming at me, temptations straight got me, seeing my life being taken from the enemy within, my soul feeling ultimately lost forever to an end, until Jesus told me, spoke to me and said my son I have never left you instead come back I love you! For ever I knew you since the birth from your mother's womb I loved you, even from the breath of life I gave you! here's a chance to take again my son I want you! This promise I'll keep, I shall never fail you!
Opened my heart once again taken this path of this test been the hardest walk, but overcoming is the main objective, sinner I am forgiven, given another chance to make it all rewritten for the future to come make sure all will be forgiven and freely given...
Make things right, move forward in life God will continue to Bless you my brothers and sisters, main objective is eternal life.™

While I'm so worried about who is being cruel to me and why,
I forget to look in the faces of those I've wronged.

Being in love with you, the one of my life,
Every moments, every breathe, I feel it so much,
The most love that I could possibly fight so hard.

I never saw you came by,
Knocked this little door's heart of mine,
That time I knew you put others things a side,
Then, you put 110% your efforts to impress my heart.

I know its been moving too fast,
Unexpected things happened between us,
But I know, as long as I have you in my life,
Then I should not overthink anything else.