full moon

full moon Apr 2017

Ever since I met you..
I started looking forward for our next encounter,
And not seeing you somehow disappoints me...
Ever since I have known you i started laughing and smiling like an idiot and not being in that state made me think of myself strange..
Ever since we get to know each other I think I have fallen for you...
You have change me
Because I have you that I started liking my life...
And how I live now is all because of you too...
Doing things that may hurt you scared me..
You getting hurt hurts me
Somehow...
Does that mean you're my everything?.

#npmchanged

#confused #so #lm

full moon Apr 2017

Cowardly Hiding

Don't look away
Nothing will change if you get scared
I said so to myself
Yet here I am
Running like a criminal
Bearing a heart full of rats

#life

full moon Apr 2017

**Uncertainty**

We meet in the eyes
I look at you
Assuming that you're looking at me too
People says that you admired me
But they didn't know that I adore you
They said you like me
But they didn't know I'm in love with you
I'm always one or two step ahead
But our status is always unsure
That I found myself in a dilemma
I always heared a thing from them but not from you
Should I pursue my love for you?
Or let it pass just like our gazes..

Still remain

#hoping

full moon Apr 2017

My Gem

I saw you
And look at you so preciously
Your my gem
My treasure
My infinity
But look at you now
You're in the middle of nowhere
Almost to nothingness
Lifeless
Emotionless
Have that man hurt you so much
That he turned your heart into ash..

#npmchanged

#sadness #hopeless #nd

full moon Apr 2017

one hello

We meet
We greeted
We talk like no one else around
With just one hello
Everything changed
I fall
I got hurt
And now broken
I learned to keep feelings inside
Never showing
But never stop believing

#npmchanged

#life #and #on #goes

full moon Apr 2017

LoVe is *AcCeptaNcE*

Just so you know
i fell in love
and some people hate seeing me happy
they said its immoral
but i said nothing is wrong in being in love
its what make us a whole
it binds us together
and make us stronger
if my love is unjust
then what is yours?

it can be found everywhere..

#love #life

full moon Mar 2017

**GOODBYE TO YOU MY MAN**

there is this one thing that i want to say to you

the word that i was unable to say before we depart

MY MAN
i hate you from the bottom of my heart

the you who brought laughter to my childhood

and brought pain to my past

the you who destroyed my present
and killed my future

the you who will be happy seeing me leave

the you who promised me till death do us part..
yet end up breaking my heart..

the you who chose to live with another girl

the you who will surely regret for the rest of your life

for you who have chosen a girl whose hand is secretly tied to another man.

sadness and broken promises really tore us apart!

#life #sadness #betrayal #and