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McKala Hanes Mar 2018
As she stares at the stars and you stare at her,
You wonder what she sees in them.
It’s the stars that make her smile like that.
You want to wash your hair with stardust,
Wear a necklace of a shimmering constellation,
Shove entire planets in your eyesockets,
And burst into a girl-supernova
So that maybe, just maybe, she will love you, too.
McKala Hanes Mar 2018
The thing is,

you don’t remember.

Who first told you to believe you were

useless/pointless/stupid/ugly/unlovable/disgusting

was it you or society?
McKala Hanes Mar 2018
you look at her and you see a ******* /ocean/
and not an ocean of pain, a sea of sorrow, like you see yourself

you look at her ocean and see coral reefs teeming with /life/ and /possibility/ and /beauty/

you look at her and you see a pristine mountain spring you mustn't tarnish with the pollutant that is you

your fingers ache to be allowed to just graze her surface, calm and still, like a mirror, but you'd leave ripples if you did

to you, she is a river in which you would willingly drown, but to her, you are but a raindrop haphazardly landing where you may

to her, you are just another girl
McKala Hanes Mar 2018
Smiles, giggles, nods and lies -

All clever tools of your careful disguise

A misplaced chuckle, an obvious frown

And your facade crashes down

Around you pieces fall

Though perhaps worst of all - Careful!

For there is nothing more preventing

Your true face from showing
McKala Hanes Mar 2018
dar·ling

      /därliNG/

      adjective

      beloved

      synonyms - dear, precious, adored, loved

          the one who called you darling

          is the reason for the smoke in your lungs,

          the handprint burned into your belly,

          and the scar tissue over your heart

          and they wonder why you cringe at ‘i love you.’

             - because love is pain to you, isn’t it?; M.H.

— The End —