Take it easy my Heart!
It is only a tiny pain!
You were with me all those years!
Don't give up on me now!
Our journey just started!
Don't be afraid!
I'm with you!
I can't promise that the journey will be predicted!
I can't promise that we will face same things we used to face before or known to us!
However....
You will see my face smiling at you gently!
I can't promis....
The road will be paved!
There will be light everywhere we go!
A place to rest!
A place to recover!
However.....
You will find me.....
Your road buddy!!
Listening to your words!
Listening to your whispers!
In every corner guarding you!

You are not alone!
You will find me in the melody played in the sphere!
You will find me your.......

                                 Shelter

The moon guarding me in silence!
I know his words and what he wants from me!
I know his worries!
Put your worries at ease my friend!
My heart still alive and beating!
My heart still in his place and I'll take care of him!
Thank you for being there and I can see the sad look In your face and the tear you are holding back!
I'm the Fearless Ronin, whose ups and downs are part of his journey!
Although downs are deep, but they are taking me to a higher place!
Taking me to be;
More shining in loving the universe!
More open like crystal!
More grounded like the Temple on the top of a mountain!
More profound like deep blue ocean!
More gentle like a ****** soul!
I'm not that shallow!
I'm bigger that can't be contained!
Thanks for those sparking stars around you!
Thanks for their light!
Thanks for their genuine glow!
I'm just ready for that
                           goodbye kiss!

Scary label!
****** in principle!
Ruthless by craft!
He is the one who lost a privilege!
He is the Drifter! Wandering in universe looking for answers! Looking for himself! Looking for privilege taken from him!
Would he be interested in people around him?
Would he look around for comfort?
Would he consider the pain inside him?
Would he consider those scars in his body?
                           He is a Drifter!
                           He is ahead than others!
                           He is a seeker!
Nothing more to lose, but more to gain!
No more to dwell in the past, more journeys to go through!
Breaths to be inhaled and power to exhale!
There is purpose, meaning, belief, faith and hope!
Those don't exist in loser, they exist in
                           Fearless Ronin!

On my bed taking the Warrior rest, I saw half moon!
On my bed, with sick heart looking at him and wondering
               "Do you want to say anything to me?"!
                    Where is the other half is hiding?
Tell me .....
                why are you shining at your half only?
Are you listening to music around me!
My blood are shining inside me more than you do outside!
My words are alive in me, more your glowing in the dark night!
                Are you trying to say something to me!
I still see you a half moon!
And I'm still resting!

For years I forgot you!
For ages I neglected you!
I didn't know that you exist!
I cared about others and you were not there at all!
I won't apologize!
I won't regret doing that!
I won't look back at those years!
                       We are now together
You and me here changing the world inside us!
You and me here transforming the universe around us!
                       We are the perfect combination
We CARE and that what makes us unique!
We Hear the heart conversation, and that what makes us the Heart whisperer!
We Touch The Pain gently, and that is why hearts come back to us!
                       We are the perfect combination
We are in a long journey and I count on you!
                        Love you my......
                                Soul

The Sky is angry!
Irony how the universe feels you more than humans!
Clouds gathered to listen to my anger!
Air blowing around Clouds to feel the echo of agony!
Birds hide away from Seeing the Soul's Bleeding!
Looking to my dry skin, thinking how rough the journey i went through was!
Feeling the cold deep inside my arteries!
Can't swallow the breath....can't sense the heat in my blood..
Feeling the shy tear asking for permission to let it go!...and I don't have the sense what to do! I can't help at the moment!
My question!....
                                          Is it Betrayal?
                                          Is it Normal?
                                          Is it part of human's game?
Still there other questions inside me, wondering what is rational left out!
Leaving things behind me, I feel dishonoring my essence!
                                         Thank you...
I saw the other half of the cup!

Kindness was my skin...
Softness washy gown...
Tenderness was my voice...
All That was taken from me at the point of time!
                                           Then
Mystery was my shield  
Lamentation was my Poetry
Loneliness was my path
Pain was my Alley
                               Once upon the time
I found what I miss!
I found what was not there!
I found the warmth I miss in those lonely nights!
I found the Heart Beat, which I didn't feel all those years...
I felt the heat of my words...
I found, sensed, felt, lived, smelled, drank, breathed the strange love!
A lot of (I)s, but my body has no existence...
A lot of Heart and Soul intimate conversation..
I reach the point to let them down, and let my gains lost in this vast of nowhere!
I'm sorry for this funeral ceremony, where crops are my belongings...
Thank you for being there and sorry for this note, but I have to leave...
I have A call, that I have to Answer!