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 May 2015 Mari Kitty
Mari Kitty
My darling.
I'm glad to call you mine.
I'm happy you came into my life.
You make me smile when I'm upset.
You make me feel like I can actually be myself.
You help me when I feel like I'm on the urge of death.
You make me laugh everyday.
You're the most amazing girlfriend I could ever ask for.
I love you with all my heart.
You are the first thing on my mind.
You are the only one that could help me when I'm sad.
Or mad.
Or anything really.
This is why I call you mine.
I would die for you.
Pretty much I would do anything for you.
You have made me feel happy all the time.
Yes we have been though a WHOLE lot of ****.
Yes we have said things we regret.
Also we have ****** up a **** load of times.
At the end of the day.
Those are bad memories.
Especially, its in the past.
But all we can do is just move on.
We can't just think of that.
That was the past.
We are focused on the present.
And hopefully create a future together.
Love can be anything.
Age is just a number
Like 14 and 16.
It doesn't matter.
I'll love you and not care who has something to say about it.
I hope I will see you soon.
I really love you.
And you already know that.
<3 ^.^
<3 April 25,2015
A.R.H+M.A.H=Love
 May 2015 Mari Kitty
RH
Liar
 May 2015 Mari Kitty
RH
You lied.
You said you'd be leaving the country,
But you lied.
I still find pieces of you
everywhere I go.

You're the song that comes on the radio in taxis, begging to be missed.
I know it's you when my hands start itching to grab my phone to see if you messaged me.
Everytime I hear my phone ring,
For a moment I swear it was your name that flashed on the screen.


You lied.
You said you left the country,
But why is it that everytime
I look for you,
I always find you
in my heart?
Wrote this last October 2014.
 May 2015 Mari Kitty
Mari Kitty
When I go outside and looks
at the car and sky. When I stare at the blue
sky I just wonder what it looks like there. I try my best not to
die or **** myself but it's difficult. I just sit and look and just try to have my
eyes on the prize. I say to myself, "Why am I here? Does anyone care?
What if I'm just invisible to the world?" I just give up now.
I guess I'm just sick of it now.
I quietly walk upstairs and go to my bathroom and lock the door.
Grab the Antidepressants and get my nice and cold glass of water.
   I grab a handful and just start doing what's right.
I guess this is the end.
I will see you all in the special place in my hear--
(The End)
You know, I think I've known
For quite a while now.
The constant sneaking around,
The ******* up.
Oh, honey, you're not
As smooth as you thought.

No, you're not sly at all.
You don't think I've heard
You giggling and
Groaning at three in the morning?
You must mistake me
For a fool, dear.

And I guess that nothing
Feels as good as her skin
On your's, right? Her
Moans of ecstasy are music
To your filthy ears. You
Can't keep your stained hands off.

I'll pull the knife out of
My back and cut your heart
Out, because baby, all I
Wanted was your heart. I
Hope the blade feels like
Your frigid fingertips.

"How does that feel? "
Your body is covered in her
Sweat, your blood, my rage.
Oh, darling, have you ever
Felt anything like this before?
"Does that feel good, baby? "

Blood thirsty, love turned me
Into a psychopath. Let me tear
You apart, limb by limb,
Just like you've done to me.
Feel my pain;
Suffer like I have.

— The End —