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I am not a door mat.  
Your foot prints do
not belong on my heart.
Do not fall in love with
a knock at the door,
and most importantly
a person's arms are not
a home
Something that I learned last night
 Mar 2015 Marc Janiola
Diane
I loved you ..
And  you meant so much..

I never thought that
I 'd cry this much
Just for me to see
That you're never going to be here with me..

Ever.

I'm screaming
I'm shaking
I'm wishing
that someday
you'd look back
and say that you  miss me too..

I'm begging to stop
myself
from this chaotic sanity.

Biting my lip,
whispering to the air.

*I love you.
I wish you knew.
 Jan 2015 Marc Janiola
Diane
Though our worlds never met
And that love of yours never reached my depths
I want you to see that I've always known
I've always waited, always looked, always was happy.

And now that there's this new chapter of hate
yet another chance.
I want you to know know that
I admired your little efforts.

Though, knowing I'm not right for you,
I let you do these things of eros.
Now that you see the truth,
I want you to love again.

With smiles, with pure happiness.
But not of mine,
But for the person who's going to make you happy.
Happier than I can ever manage,

*My dear friend.
 Jan 2015 Marc Janiola
Diane
As the moon lit the grass from far away
And the wind sings along with your heartbeat.
I feel like a Giselle, beholding your formal past,
And unfold a twist within our path.

Your smile may sting like the Dickens.
And your words may be poison to my ears.
But the spell of lust had shaken me,
From the established wounds of fears.

Your eyes shine bright like the galaxies,
Each glance plants a star on my face.
Each slow, sweet gesture,
Draws constellations I can never trace.

You pulled me closer, dear.
With an embrace, so warm but, yet so unloved.
And an agonizing whisper that says,
**"I can never be enough."

— The End —