She went in search of truth
As if it would be given up easily
For what it is worth
It does not succumb to questioning
But is bedfellow to lies
Which breeds on its passion.

And she watched them melt
Into each other’s arms
And all the tears she cried
Filled only a silver tea cup.

Love Mary x

Disconnected
Not belonging in any world
Alienated from what once was my life
A scam of who I used to be
Nothing lasts forever, right?

What if I will stay a ghost
An undiscovered kind of poisonous flower
With leaves made of brick
Touching me will make you sick

My words a cloud of teargas
My voice a stinging bee
My thoughts a sword to the heart
Venomous from the start

Wrap me up in your hair strands
Gaze that lift me
(Sink me)
Drowned in your arms
Salty waters
Scarce pearls

A glimpse of your body
Singing notes in the deep
Your voice

Suicide

A drowned
Dead by desire
Your arms
Shaping my ascension
A soul blended
In the moon reflex
A lost shell of flesh
Temptation

Aesthetic melancholy
Observing you from afar
Maze of desperation
Slave of a deep desire
Taken and brought
By waves and winds
By echoes that transfigures
Into hollowness

The hope to delight myself
With your sing at the hillside
Wasted life
Filled by your absence

The moon smiles to me
And luck laughs with you
Sat by an ocean
Of flesh shells

I wish, my time will freeze
When you're right here
Since I recognize,
Your love for me shall fade

I'm already prepared
For the moment I grieve
I've already practiced
For the moment you leave

I can't stay sane,
In an affair
Where I swear for your welfare
While turning myself into warfare

I don't want to care,

Once I drunk in despair
I'm aware about a nightmare

Can you tell me, even if it's a lie?
That you'll love me, till the day I die...

Patterns in the sand
Patterns in the water
Stars in our eyes
Light of the father

One foot in the water
One foot in the sand
Light of the daughter
Stars in our hand