... You see I've been trying to figure you
     out while you've been figuring out yourself
     and I've come to the conclusion that
     you are lost in a sea of confusion and
     she is the answer to all your problems,
It is no longer I and I'm not quite
     sure how I feel about that,
Maybe upset that your lips will never
     cascade over mine again while your bare
     chest stands against mine,
Possibly conflicted that your wise comments
     will no longer aggravate me to the
     point of pinning you to the wall
     and hushing whispers of both love
     and hate into your ears all at once,
Definitely lost because I will no longer
     be able to find your hands in a
     crowd to guide me home,...

To count all the stars within our skies
Would be to name every sand grain alive
To pick apart the world, stare into your eyes
Manage not falling over in awe; survive
One compared to a runway of jewels
How contend, when diamonds fall at your feet
Standing, admiring, with all your fools
Reaching to grab hold of your beauty's fleet
Numbering the days to when you are mine
In gain of knowledge to where you reside
Wishing on our stars who understand time
Attempts to be everything for you, cried
Moon and darkness know my worth; relentless
My heart is yours to hold; defenseless

You were like a tornado filling the city;
Unwelcome
And I was unprepared
You took my heart away with your winds,
******* those winds
It was too fast for my slow beating heart
Everything was all too fast
I didn't even remember what you felt like;
I didn't have enough time
But how you grabbed my body and squeezed me
My lips turning purple and I didn't even notice
I guess you could call it the calm before the storm
That's a representation of the love I had for you
So sweet and blissful,
Then here you came
Destroying me and all my beings

You play my body like a piano
     Every lift of my limbs is a different
     note played
Sweet tunes escape as your fingers trace
     my neck
     The song never seems to end
We sprinkle notes across our lips as we
     speak in tongues no one else will understand
     Your neck against mine gives me hope
That this song will have a great ending
     And just like that
     Mute
Silence.

When I said I love you I meant it as a phrase that was said, was being said, and will continue to be said
I meant that everyday I would say it to you
And everyday no matter what we would be able to look into each others eyes after a long day and whisper them into our ears before falling into the abyss of our sheets
And every moment I took to look at you, you would look at me and memorize the way my lips moved & how my eyes lit up when I spoke these simple meanings to you
I never expected you to turn away from these words, turn away from me
When I spoke them I never thought you would respond with 'OK', squeeze my hand an walk away
That when I stared into your eyes you would be staring at my chest or past my messed up hair and out the window into the world without me
I never thought I love you could turn into I loved you or I need you or even I'm begging you

I always thought you looked at the lights in desperation to connect with my soul
Now I realize you've been looking for an awakening to get yourself out
I guess I was being a little bit immature
And I'm sorry for thinking, in my head, realistically that nothing could amount to everything