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M Mar 2018
It doesn't hurt me anymore, how it did when I loved you.
The echo of bitter regret, no longer creates stories in my dreams.
I no longer get nervous when I think of your playful smile.
I can't even remember the feeling of excitement I got when you entered the room.
The willingness to admire all of your jokes, disappeared along with the sink hole that I felt in my stomach with every laugh.
I can't imagine ever even having the thought cross my mind that you were ever going to love me back, but I guess it is my fault for never telling you how I felt.
But it doesn't matter.
It doesn't hurt anymore.
Love isn't right if it hurts.
M Feb 2018
Verse 1
Sneak peak at your future-is it warm and bright?
A flash foward that is only for tonight.
Ring a bell for every single sinner-
prepare the gold for our number one winner-
I see you're starved like a wolf without his dinner-
I'll pull out the guide "Assasins for Beginners"
Do you wanna know-Do you want to know
Is it yes or no-is it yes or no
Pull back every arrow
And shoot it through your bow.

Verse 2
I sip every ounce of the satin night.
Like a veil of memory washing out my sight.
Raise a heart for every single loser-
Burn a witch says ever accusor-
I sleep walk all the nights that I am dreamin-
I've got a little secret: my lover is a demon.
Do you wanna know-do you wanna know
Is it yes or no-is it yes or no
Pull back every arrow and shoot it through your bow.

Verse 3
Raise your glass-to the moonlight.
As if your last-no wrong or right.
Is it worth your story to have it all?
No more bruising glory, no more room to fall...
A dark love spell.
A play on Cupid being evil and actually a monster, a reflection on my own experience.
Edit* has since been written into a song
M Feb 2018
It wasn't easy
  saying goodbye
to what I thought
was a good reason
to hide away from
what was really
nothing but
love.
Back and forth back and forth
Is it really love
It isn't love
It must have been love
M Nov 2017
You lick your lips like as if the whole world was watching you.
But you still make the time to make sure I see your tongue slip on the corners of your open mouth.
You scan the sunset-stained room with your smoked dark, tired eyes.
But you still take the time to gaze directly into my glazed eyes.
So intensely that I feel my heart try to jump out of my smitten body, and find its way to yours.
You say your words, as if you were talking to yourself...so vulnerably.
But you still take the time to voluntarily say it to me.
With every sound that falls from your pale-painted lips, hums and echoes through my body. Creating symphonic sounds, soothing my every inch.
You are the person everyone wishes they could find.
But somehow managed to hide with me.
Soulmates don't find you, unless you take the time to look back
M Nov 2017
I find you in the hours,
that I grasp and try to keep.
You play within my many dreams, amongst me in my sleep.
You teach me it is okay to live, which ever way it be.
As how I am or how I want,
worth  more than what they see. I'll follow you with open arms until I meet my grave.
Each emotion in each note I wrote, in a road that only I must pave. You teach me lessons I must live even when I want to cry,
but you make me able to move on with every tearful eye.
But even after my songs been sung and the night takes back the day, our memory and its bad and good: forever it will play.
I give my life to you, as it is always in your hands.
M Nov 2017
Its been a while, since I french kissed the sun.
Let my tongue be the trigger, and your warmth be the gun.
Melt me down to the bone, praise my deepest scars.
Save each strange emotion, in my many shaded jars.
Paint my softened skin, and I'll paint yours too.
And I'll whisper outloud,
that
I've always loved you.
I may never say-but in the back of my mind, I have always wanted to.
M Mar 2016
I quietly awaken from a metallic misty slumber.
My head pounding, I roll over. Expecting to feel the scratchy bed sheets I had fallen asleep on, I feel a sudden fear, because I am falling.
Falling into a strange darkness. Deep black hues sitting around me as I plunge down.
I look and seem scared, but I secretly feel excitement pumping through my veins.
Stale, stabilized air, swims around me.
I now realize that I have been on the ground for quite a while.
No sound-No light.
I search around for answers, but while laying there
not paralyzed-but fearful to be where I am.
where am I?
An electric hum circulates throughout the lonely area.
I roll over and cry.
The world is so far away from me...have I left the world?
Cold and alone. Alone and scared.
A faint far away light shines behind me.
Revealing the area to be a total nothingness. As if I were floating in a pitch black continuous space.
I stand up and slowly turn towards the light.
My heart stops. I loose every ounce of sweet air breathing through my lungs. An electric zing stings my every nerve. My brain screams in confinement-as if it no longer can control my body.
I slowly feel my blood flow throughout my body.
My heart beat is so loud-echoing throughout this hollowed out infinite area.
I see you. A shining light. Radiating warmth and light. Reflecting electricity off of everything and nothing.
Absorbing every ounce of life. But in a joyful exciting way.
Mesmerizing. Without thought I feel a compelling feeling that it is ok to move towards you.
I glance down at my skin-which seems to be a very pale and lifeless gray. My fingernails slightly purple.
Your skin glows with sunshine and life, while mine is a piece of lonely death. Your eyes deep and alluring, while mine forever fade into oblivion.
I walk towards you. Feeling a happiness fuel up my soul. Turning my aura a warming peach.
You are alluring and intelligent.
I get close and reach out my warming pale hand.
You reach out in amusement, allowing our fingers to touch.
I get electrocuted with life. I become bright-glowing-alive.
I feel no more pain. I feel simple happiness. Excitement that only comes from exploring uncharted territory.
I feel sunshine flow through my veins.
But you look away and smile.
Distracted.
Your hand lowers away while mine is still reaching out.
I fade to a glowing hue of serene pink.
A feeling of longing rushes over me.
I look over to where your attention lays.
Another beautiful light swings this way.
You waltz off calmly with the other lovely brim of light.
Still amazed, I just watch. Crying inside-but too afraid to show it. Fading away inside- but shining on the outside.
I watch your light's float away wishfully in a pool of happiness.
While I sit and watch in a whirlpool of lonely longing.
I realize that I cannot find my way out.
You love her, but she is in love with someone else. You love him, but he is in love with someone else. Does it end? Does anyone love each other back?
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