I saw your name somewhere...

Violins sing of purest flame,
Alluring harmonies warm the air,
As it goes from my insides,
and jealousy sings.

I look upon your past,
with such jealousy.

I cry it out,
and move on.

It's hard to forget about you, I know,
but I did try to leave it all behind.
I waited for you, I still do, yes, that's the
truth, for you to say something.
You've gone too far away from me,
beyond my reach, do you even recognize me?
Your eyes said goodbye, your lips didn't
move, we never met since then.
Just when I was thinking this is the end,
I read your name somewhere.
My heart raced, I could hear it beating,
the colour flooded to my cheeks and I smiled.
Answer this little question, will you?
This is the way you effect me, till date
no matter what, how is it possible?
If after ten years I see you down the street,
my heart will probably skip a beat.

Rough around the borders,
But a tender core
you are my sweet soft petal,
Hand in hand.

In my hand,
Holding this precious gift
A loving heart that goes beyond,
What I can see.

The blossom of your beauty,
Is what I can see
A loving spirit that works beyond,
Of a women named Marina.

The words you spoke fell upon my ears
And rang throughout my mind,
Telling me my greatest asset is a calm mind
And in fourth dimension,
I'll be starting to learn myself.

What kind of feeling would I have,
Without you around to hold?

I maybe need solitude,
Because when I'm alone,
I'm detached from obligations
I don’t need to put on a show,
I can hear my own thoughts
And feel what's my intuition is telling me.

But the truth is,
Throughout my life there will be times
When the world gets real quiet
And the only thing left is the beat of my own heart
So I’d better learn the sound of it,
Otherwise I can never understand what it’s telling me.

There is so much out there to experience and I want to do before its too late.