Knowing you almost a year.

You had no idea that
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be,
A reason to start over new.
I'd give all I have to say, just for you to stay.

I hate you,
You made me miss you too much.

I lost you somewhere,
Our perfect puzzle
Broke piece by piece.
I've tried to get every pieces back,
But it just don't fit together anymore
So here I am,
No one left
As loneliness weighs heavy on my chest.

I look into the mirror,
I see a reflection of me,
Bidding to be solid once more
By words I can't identify.

In my mind,
I stretch my arms,
I pull out my heart
In my tender warm hands.

Saying I'll survive,
I begin to stoop down to pick it up
With sadness in my eyes
And my shattered heart.

Solid mirror,
show a shattered spirit
With each I pick up,
I need to learn to let go.

When we were young,
I am glad you snatched my toys.
Now,
I am glad I could inherit your fashionable wardrobe.
Through good, bad
happy and sad
You are the best friend
I never had

Happy Birthday Kakak.