FearlessSoul: Poems

1000 · Apr 2019

Past

FearlessSoul Apr 2019

Past

Here we go again..
We run back to the past because we are afraid.
What are we afraid of? Why are we afraid?
Why can't we tell ourselves to face life head on,
instead of sprinting back to something that is familiar?
It ****** me of so much, because I do the same thing.
Whether it is because of weakness or just giving up.

#fear #past #weak #givingup

422 · Apr 2019

Love

FearlessSoul Apr 2019

Love

Love is such a simple word.
People make it seem like it is such a simple feeling;
It is so much more.
Love makes you do insane things.
Love is pain, grief, and sorrow.
Love is also happiness, joy, and you.
You make me smile and laugh.
You make me blush at the smallest things.
You make me want you more and more.
It's you. It has always been you.

#love

218 · Apr 2018

Seesaw Love

FearlessSoul Apr 2018

Seesaw Love

Our love is like a train;
It keeps going for a few hundred tons,
Then suddenly stops.
There is no more coal being consumed.
I have to be the engineer, getting more coal to keep us going.

Your love is pretty cruel. You are wonderful,
Then you are penurious. You stab my heart;
You put me back together with the best tape you have.

Deep down, you’re just hollow.
I want to yell and scream but in the end, I’m stuck on the train
Destined to the one seesaw on Cider Street,

Where you filled my heart, and drained it.

This is my first poem ever written and I’m 16 years old

#love

210 · Sep 2019

Path Unknown

FearlessSoul Sep 2019

Path Unknown

The path has become unknown.
Our paths have crashed, but then came back together.
Were we meant to be something more,
or something lost?

#love #broken #falling #apart

185 · Apr 2019

Silence

FearlessSoul Apr 2019

Silence

Silence, it's a deadly thing.
So many words are said, but no one can hear.
People screaming for help, but no one is there.
When someone finally arrives, its too late.
You're already mentally gone. Wasted and past the hopeful thoughts.
Once they are there, they try their best to be a shoulder to cry on.
There is no longer anything to cry about.
……...

#pain #regret #too #late

180 · Apr 2019

Distance

FearlessSoul Apr 2019

Distance

There was a time when we used to be so close.
We laughed, sang, and even cried together.
What happened to us? What happened to our happiness?
One event can change so much in our lives.
Now I'm stuck. I'm sad. I'm hurt.
I don't know how you are.
I don't know how my life will get better.
Every time I think about it, my heart sinks into my stomach.
Someone tell me, what do I do now?

#friendship #sadness #hurt

143 · Apr 2019

Broken Glass

FearlessSoul Apr 2019

Broken Glass

My love,
Stop hurting yourself.
I watch you as your hands bleed,
After picking up the shards of glass from her broken heart.
You say you're okay, but you're not.
You keep moving until you become paralyzed.
Why do you do this?
Is it because of love?
Is it because you're lonely?
How far are you willing to go?

#love #broken #pain

140 · Mar 2019

Captivity

FearlessSoul Mar 2019

Captivity

I thought I understood this world,
I realize I don’t. I feel so lost in this world;
I feel captive like someone is holding me by my hair.
When I see someone walk by,
My body tenses up in fear like I have done something wrong.
Is it society doing this to me, or myself?
That’s the scariest question I have yet to answer.
What if its me? Its all my fault!
Oh my god, what if everyone else around me is normal?!
What if I'm captivating myself, and everyone is afraid of me?
I am so lost in my own mind, in this world, in our society;
Could I be the only one like this? There has to be someone out there.
Please help me. I am begging for a push, or a fix.

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