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Feb 2016 · 352
lies
Little Bear Feb 2016
Sometimes
lies are spun
as the most
beautiful truths
I would rather be hurt by the truth
than devastated by a lie


This was inspired by someone at work today
who may now lose their job.
:o(
Feb 2016 · 4.4k
The Twits ~ by Roald Dahl
Little Bear Feb 2016
A person who has good thoughts
cannot ever be ugly.
You can have a wonky nose
and a crooked mouth
and a double chin
and stick-out teeth,
but if you have good thoughts
they will shine out of your face
like sunbeams
and you will always
look lovely.
An Excerpt from The Twits by Roald Dahl
One of my favourite quotes
:o)
Feb 2016 · 801
Soft kind warm love.
Little Bear Feb 2016
soft skin soft skin soft
kind touches kind touches kind
warm bodies warm bodies warm
love kisses love kisses love
For Emma
and a very beautiful summer
x
Feb 2016 · 728
"Everything's Okay"
Little Bear Feb 2016
For my beautiful friends here.
I completely love you all so very much.
Thank you for all that you give me
have given me
and continue to give me
every day

You are my sunshine
:o)



Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say,
everything's okay

Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
and I said,
"Oh, how do I go on?"

Nothing's going right,
shadow's took the light
and I said,
"Oh, how do I go on?"

Sometimes
I need a little sunshine
And sometimes
I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say
everything's okay

(Everything's okay)

I gave my hope to you
When you were nearly through
And you said,
"Oh, I can't go on"

Well, now I need it back
'Cause I have got a lack of all that's good
And I can't go on

Yeah, sometimes
I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes
I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say
everything's okay

(Everything's okay, everything's okay)
(Everything's okay, everything's okay)
(Everything's okay, everything's okay)

Sometimes
I need a little sunshine
And sometimes
I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say
everything's okay...


(Lyrics and song by Lenka
Everything's Okay)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkY_BksDUxo&list;=PLgDe8uEpyRspK4c00w60u4hJ4u4Kk70nz&index;=3

Hope the link works
:o)
Feb 2016 · 1.1k
Only then..
Little Bear Feb 2016
I wait until my glass is full
to overflowing

and then

only then

can it spill over the edge  

pouring upon the page

splashing the ink into words

that I pretend is poetry.
Feb 2016 · 2.8k
Message in a bottle...
Little Bear Feb 2016
In a glass bottle
of cerulean blue
sent out to sea
a message for you

Floating on tides
finding it's way
across the blue ocean
are the words that I say

The bottle holds wishes
some hopes and some dreams
of which you are needing
to sew up your seams

They are sent with a kindness
and a hope for one day
you will open the bottle
and again find your way

The wishes inside
are for you to find peace
for you to let go
for your sadness to cease

The hopes are for quiet
like a balm for your soul
to find once again
a way to be whole

The dreams are of silence
to be still without sound
for a mind that will settle
and serenity found

The very last wish
is of healing and care
sent with all hope
from this Little Bear.
After receiving a message to say...
"seems kind of arrogant and patronizing, just constructive advice." I wanted to apologise for maybe coming across as both arrogant and patronising. I really hadn't intended it to be so.. I appreciate any constructive advice, but unfortunately I cannot reply as the sender has blocked me. Should you read this, I just wanted to say thank you for taking the time to message me.

For Bill... While I wish for you every hope for future happiness, I must also keep myself sane and whole for my children, my friends and myself. I wish you well and hope you find peace, stillness and quiet in your life again. I believe that in time, you will.
Feb 2016 · 354
Sleep...
Little Bear Feb 2016
maybe..
if i go to sleep
i will dream..

and find it has all been
just a dream

within a dream
within a dream
just so tired of everything
Feb 2016 · 525
Are we ready?
Little Bear Feb 2016
Okay guys, time to get up.
Time to rise, time to shine.
No.. you can't stay home today..
It's time to rise and....
No, you are not in a coma
Because you're breathing... and talking.
Yes, breakfast is ready.
I don't know where your book is..
Come on, you need to wash first.
Yes, before you get dressed.
Well tell him he's not in a coma..
Okay, breakfast first.
Tell him, if he doesn't wake from his coma soon
there will be no break... he said he's dead?
Okay, no yummy waffles for dead people then..
Yes, you need your book.
It's probably beside your bed.
Oh good, how did I know?
It was just a hunch..
No, I don't have a hunch.. It was a hunch..
Like an idea...
Idea... I.D.E.A, have you cleaned your teeth?
Ah coma boy, glad you could join us.
Your shoes are where you left them.
No, there's a left one and a right one.
Left.. where you left them, that's right..
Okay..okay..find two shoes that belong to you and
put them on your feet..
You can't take the hamster to school..
Okay...you can't take 'Jason' to school.
sigh because he doesn't have a uniform...
What is in your hair?
So it smells minty...?
Okay, get a damp cloth..
I can see him wriggling in your pocket.
Yes, we are late again.
Half past eight.
Okay, just.. just..put the potato back.
One, it's not cooked and two, it won't fit in your lunch box.
Why is Jason in your.. just put him back.
You need a spooky costume today?
Why are you telling me now?
For tomorrow...
Good heavens, you will have to take a sheet off the line.
Well, it will be dry by the time we get to school.
Okay, are we ready?
You need a ***?
Just *** really quick.
Well, *** faster..
No, I don't have a hunch...
I'm praying...
Okay.. are we ready?
Then let's go.
Getting children ready for school should be an Olympic event. And sometimes, the only thing you hear is your own voice.


Re-posted from my previous account.
Little Bear Feb 2016
There's a sound...
What...what was that?
Keys...I hear keys! keys mean door...door means outside,
outside means.....
MUM'S HOME MUM'S HOME MUM'S HOME!!!!!
I need to shout.
WOOF BOOF BOOF WOOF!!!!
MUM YOUR HOME YOUR HOME
i'm need to jump...
JUMP WOOF JUMP JUMP BOOF WOOF !!!
OH!  MY!  GOD!
SHE'S HOME SHE'S HOME!!!
I NEED TO ***!!
I'M PEEING..
HOORAY!!!
MUMS HOME AND I'M PEEING
This is the best day EVER!!!
We have a rescue dog from Romania.
I'm quite sure she doesn't understand a word we say.
To call her in from the garden we shout
'Bucharest' and she comes in :D

Re-posted from my previous account.
Feb 2016 · 1.1k
I can't do love...
Little Bear Feb 2016
I can't do love, not romantic love.
I know about 'that' kind of love
and it never ends well.

That's the kind of love where you get hurt
and there is pain and fear
and you're scared for you life.
And at 3am you're begging to live,
to live through just one more night
so that you can leave in the morning.

Quietly slip away.

And you can't call anyone to help
because the phone is smashed
and is somewhere in the garden..

I can't do 'that' kind of love again.
Because that **** damaged me,
damaged my heart.
It broke something deep inside,
and I can't fix it.
My heart is fragile
and it won't let me love again,
not like 'that'...

I can do friendship,
I can do that.
The kind where I can walk away
when I feel trapped
and I think you might hurt me.

And the only reason you will follow
is to ask if i'm okay
and if I want to share the cookies you made
because you made too many
and thought of me.

The kind of friendship where I can trust you,
just enough to hug you,
and you might let me take care of you
when you are sick.

The kind where I will always be there for you,
but you won't ask anything more from me,
you won't ask me to love you,
because you know I am giving you everything,
everything I have already.

I can do the kind of friendship
where I will give you the pretty button,
the one I found on the way home.
I will give it to you and insist that you keep it,
because it's beautiful,
like you.

The kind of friendship where I will make you
chicken soup when you are ill,
and softly stroke your hair
and sing you to sleep.
I will rub your feet when you are tired
and paint your toes. :o)

I will make you phone your Mum
and share my last chewing gum with you.
I will remember your birthday
and read you stories
and make you waffles.

I will listen to you tell me how your day was
and not interrupt.
I will support your decisions and respect your views.
I will let you have the tv remote
and write you notes in your lunch
with a picture of a weasel..
or something equally ridiculous.
Just so that you are happy.

I can do that.

But I can't do love...
not the kind I know about,
'that' kind of love never ends well.

And I want us to end well
or not end at all.

I can do friendship,
I can do that.

I can do that with you
for the rest of my life.
I still have a slightly twisted view of relationships,
what is healthy and what is not.
It's hard to unlearn ingrained behaviours.
But I don't think I will ever allow myself
to go through that again,
to fall in love...
if that's what it ever was.

Love?... nope.
Friendship?...  yes!
I can do that,
with a passion.
Feb 2016 · 836
In time..
Little Bear Feb 2016
The windows broken, shattered in wrath.

The doors marred with holes were fists landed.

The floor tiles hold such sad memories..
such unforgivable, unspeakable things.

The corner of the room where I was beaten.

The bedroom where bruised skin and pain was normal,
the bed flipped over, the cot smashed.

The garden heard the screams of hate.

The living room where the ornaments flew, the tv smashed,
a knife held to my throat.

The front door where I was pinned and battered,
stopped from leaving.

The phone ripped from the socket, no calls for help.

The place in the kitchen were I cowered and
our home was ripped apart.

The kitchen tiles where I was made to scrub the floor on my hands and knees for over an hour, while my head was held down, banging it on the floor...
the day before my daughter was born.

The unforgivable words that broke my heart.

The day I knew I would eventually be killed...
and my children.

But, those days are now over.

And I am glad that they are.


Because today, that same window, it frames the prettiest bunch of daffodils.. and a cat...

The doors now hold the name plates for the happy children who's bedrooms they are.

I have washed that floor more than a thousand times and slowly,
it becomes clean.

That corner of the room holds a beautiful bookshelf with scented candles, flowers, my favourite reads piled high.

That bedroom is no longer mine.

The garden blooms with flowers and the grass grows, it is the place where I think the best. Where the birds feed, where our two bee hotels might need an extension...

The living room is my favourite place, such bright colours adorn the walls. Filled with art, music, books, more cats and the occasional dog..

The front door is where we leave for work and come home,
tired but happy. I have my own key.

The phone and number replaced, for when I call my friends and family. For when my children call home.

The kitchen floor, wood covers those scars, the floor will always be ***** no matter how much I scrub. My daughter is 14 and happy.

I cannot yet forget nor forgive the hateful words.

Everyday I know I was right to leave.

We are here...

We are happy and have begun to heal.

And so has our home.
Time eventually heals all wounds. And for the scars that are left behind, well... they must become the reason you move on and find happiness again. The things spoken have been the hardest to get past. I find it hard to trust anyone, but it is a work in progress... that too will come in time. We decorate our home with flowers, art, laughter, pets and music. It heals us. And it heals those places in our home that bare the invisible scars, the ones I can still see.
Feb 2016 · 1.5k
Poetry's Demise
Little Bear Feb 2016
There were two mighty warriors
whose rule upon the land
were what legends now are sewn upon
each feared by every man

Odin was like a panther
sleek and strong and lithe
nothing less than greatness
was for all that he would strive

Kester was just like a bear
his size gave him great power
over mighty oaks and castle walls
he easily would tower

The warriors began a fight
and the people stood around
peasants Lords and Nobles
threw lamenting on the ground

They fought over who had the right
to be the poet king
folk ran to preserve themselves
as the fists began to swing

Believing they both owned all words
to poetry, verse and prose
both grandiose and posturing
to each a thumb upon their nose

So the fight grew on relentless
both knew it was to death
howling obscenities from Whitman
hurling lines from out Macbeth

Yelling words of literature
pounding blows on blows
quoting Thomas Hardy
and Shakespeare's words of prose

Grabbing Kester's throat
Odin threw him to the floor
like an angry roaring lion
Odin screaming metaphor

Like madmen holding hands
grappling with each others cloak
tearing at each others skin
whose throat they'd love to choke

There had to be a victor
their words shook the city walls
Odin held tight to Kester
and kicked him in the syllables

But no one stood victorious
as poetry's life began to wain
they thrashed it till it bled
not seeing both their shame

Clothes were torn and bruises bloomed
wearing blood upon their trousers
the people cried in unison
"a plague a' both your houses"

As the warriors stood back a step
and looked upon the ground
wounded and in agony
poetry didn't make a sound

No words on lips were uttered
poetry blinked last unto the sun
for its life about was scattered
"My lords look, what have you done?"

And as they wept they looked above
Clouds gathering over head
tears blurred those fated words
on the sky the message... "He is dead"

The warriors stood on trembling knees
with death they both had kissed
the last line they both uttered
"Was sorrow... to this."
My thoughts on writing this started with the line
" A plague a' both your houses"
often used as an insult in our family. :D
Along with "Your mother was a hamster
and your father smelt of elderberries! "

I have quoted from various poems just for fun.
From Wystan Hugh Auden-stop the clocks.
Shakespeare's - Romeo and Juliet.

And, for the life of me I can't remember who else...
'Like madmen holding hands
grappling with each others cloak
tearing at each others skin
whose throat they'd love to choke'
is based on something I read
but can't remember the poem...


Re-posted from my previous account
Feb 2016 · 347
Penny
Little Bear Feb 2016
Beautiful Penny
Softly purring ball of fluff
Gifts of fat pigeons
Bestest ****-cat in the whole world :3
Feb 2016 · 710
:o)
Little Bear Feb 2016
:o)
I come into the room,
you are looking down at me,
watching me undress,
that's all you want to see.

I cannot even step away,
you follow and you touch,
I feel you cold against me,
I hate you so **** much.

No matter how I move,
you are there against my skin,
I push but you come back,
you never let me win.

The trouble is I need you,
of that fact I am certain,
to keep my floor from getting wet,
you stupid shower curtain.
My shower curtain is very inappropriate... ridiculous thing!!!

Re-posted from my previous account.
Feb 2016 · 830
The butterfly effect.
Little Bear Feb 2016
My hair is made of gossamer
my eyes are of dew drops
my lips are just a wisp of wind
my throat dandelion clocks.

My skin the early morning mist
my blush made of rose petals
my bones are made of porcelain
my feet the snow that settles.

My body is made of tissue
my heart is just a sound
my mind just a forgotten thought
of silk tread they all are bound.

My dreams are made invisible
my tears the evening rain
my fears now silently approach
laying ruin to me again.

So delicate and fragile
the wings of a butterfly
could scatter me entirely
unto the ether I will fly.
Some people are emotionally
more delicate than you might know.
Be careful with your words
and use them wisely.
They can be used to build up
or so easily to tear down.
They hold much more power
than you may realise.
Words ill used can stay
with someone forever.
Hitting harder than any physical blow
and leaving scars that may never heal.

re-posted from my previous account.
Feb 2016 · 670
dRUnk tEXTINg!&
Little Bear Feb 2016
Hey guess what?/?!!!
in ducking drunk out of my dublin house
i cant aven see the ****** floor holy shiv
this is my first druma text ha
a nun a texttiny thingo any more way....................
''''''''''''''''''''''''' colloalp
plEASE FOOT LEAVE OF &&&&&7
i  had so
many bears and now i caint ducking see
won inn i need a leba
in so hungry i could eat a eat any
love yo you assimlle forever
put the kettl on in booming good duel
So crap.. it has to be some form of art :o)
Actual text I found on my phone from last year.
I have no idea who I was going to send it to
and I had no memory of it the next day.
I think I was waiting for a taxi with my friend,
maybe I thought I was sending it to her???
Who knows..
Feb 2016 · 1.1k
Journey..
Little Bear Feb 2016
I leave this place.
The clouds of humiliation hang heavy,
drenching my naked skin.
The air damp with shame.

Looking back at the town
called worry and torment.
My naked form ridiculed and put in stocks
as the towns folk aimed their best.
My time was served
for no crime that I committed.

And I am now leaving.
To wander the hills and woodland once again.
To find my peace.

My rucksack now packed with my hopes,
like Lambas bread.
A small cake of it
would feed a grown man for a day,
even with a hard march ahead.
I know there are many in my bag.
Enough to last a lifetime.

My water skin filled with laughter,
drinking deeply to quench my thirst.
I know the clear springs I find
will fill my bottle to the brim.

My dreams are worn about me,
as the finest cloth,
To give me warmth at night
and to hide me from my foe.
Their colour indiscernible,
neither grey nor green.
The soft Hithlain hangs about my shoulders
clasped with a broach of comfort.

I wear my friendships under my garments,
keeping them close to my heart.
As strong as Mithril.
And just as beautiful.

My map shows the way to happiness,
just over the horizon.
Away from this town.

The sun shines through the trees,
showing me the way.
The only thing I can trust is that it will rise in the east
and will set in the west.
Everything else will be met with caution.
A lesson well learned.

My heart is light,
my mind clear,
I know the way ahead will be led
only by my own footsteps.
Walking barefoot to the new lands that await me.

Running,
happy,
waving my map...

I'M GOING ON AN ADVENTURE!!!!

:O)
I love Tolkien's 'The Lord of the Rings'..
Just read 'The Hobbit' for the second time.
Now reading 'The Fellowship of the Ring' again...
'The Two Towers' next!!!

One day I will be brave and read 'The Silmarillion'


When life gives you lemons, keep 'em, because hey... free lemons.!!

:o)
Feb 2016 · 1.3k
My Magical Garden
Little Bear Feb 2016
The flowers flutter
and the butterflies bloom
grass climbs the walls
and the snails zoom

The chimes ring the wind
and the birds feed the bread
the vegetables grow
in the flowers bed

Leaves grow green
on the trunk of the tree
the birds nest in jars
for all to see
Worms sunbathe
on the deck getting tans
dandelions roar
at the lettuce lambs

Spiders caught
in a fly's tangled web
a blanket of flowers
put the weeds to bed

There's a wide open space
to float up to the moon
be careful where you land
because there's not mushroom

Come spend the day
in my hot box shed
playing in the garden
getting out of your head.
Re-posted from my previous account.
Little Bear Feb 2016
As he left he handed me a letter and said
I must not open it until he had gone...

We hugged forever as I held the unopened letter
tight in my hand.

A kiss lingered in the air.

But I did not give it and he did not take it.

But a secret kiss left my lips
and floated after him as the door closed.

As he drove away I opened the letter.
It read....



My Lovely Button... :o)

To me you will always be the breeze that picks up before a storm.
You are the 10 seconds before midnight on New Years eve.
You are the rumble on the runway before take off.
You are 'that' look before lovers kiss under the mistletoe.
You are Christmas eve when the house is finally asleep.
You are the look over the edge before a bungee jump.

You are the anticipation, the butterfly's, the wish.
You are the want... but the never have.

I will miss you..
more than I will miss Monster Munch
***
<3


He knew not to steal a kiss...
Because he knows I am saving them..

For the one who wants my storm
and my midnight
the whole holiday
and 'that' kiss
my Christmas day
and my free fall...


I will miss him longer than forever.
My friends move to Canada next week.
While his wife said goodbye to her friends and family,
my childhood partner in crime and best friend
came to say goodbye to me.
There has always been a 'spark' between us...

But I want the whole **** forest to burn...
Jan 2016 · 392
Imagine... by John Lennon.
Little Bear Jan 2016
"Imagine"

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to **** or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVg2EJvvlF8
Rather than just imagine... Make it happen.
Jan 2016 · 848
Goodbye.
Little Bear Jan 2016
Okay, so, in your sleep...you died.
You had a heart attack and...and you died.
But they started it again, enough to take you here.
To hospital.
That's were you are now.
The machines make me hope you are still alive.
But, you died, this morning,
quietly in your sleep.

The doctors, they say that you have stopped...you know...inside.
No brain activity at all and your heart well...it's broken...
properly broken.
And even though the monitors make you breathe and your heart beat, you died you see, this morning,
quietly in your sleep.

So i'm going to whisper in your ear just one last time and...
I know that you can't hear me, but for now...
for now I'm going to pretend that you can okay?
"I love you"

We all love you so very much,
you are the most beautiful person I have ever known
and just...I love you"

Okay...look...they are going to turn the machines off soon
so you can rest forever peacefully.
Because, you died, this morning,
quietly in your sleep.
My last moments with my Dad. Saying goodbye was truly devastating but we had no regrets, no words unspoken. I knew he loved me and he knew I loved him. I try to live my life telling those who I love just that, even if it makes me sound like a complete dork. I don't care :D
it's important!
Re-posted from my previous account.
Jan 2016 · 450
My Warrior
Little Bear Jan 2016
The world has become a minefield
One that would eat you alive
A world that tears at you body
Rips open your soul
Each day you struggle
To wake, to fight, to live
Each day the darkness envelops you
And you search for a way out
But there is none
Before the blackness covers you
You gasp for breath
Before the murky waters of the day
Drown you once again
You are damaged by it's air
Hurt by it's beauty
And taken alive to be eaten by it's sunlight
For every want you have to feel something
Your demons will pummel you
Until you feel only the numbness of their pounding fists
You take to wanting pain if nothing else
To want pain because it lets out the poison
Lets out the hurt
Lets out the darkness
Your scars heal only to be reopened
They become a doorway you have created
To escape from the world
A world that wants to devour you
And yet through all the desolation that is your soul
Through the darkness that consumes you
I can only see love and light and beauty

I see a child
Lost in the wilderness
Calling out my name
Calling out to be saved
If only from yourself
And I weep that I cannot help
I reach out
But you cannot grasp my hand
You listen
But you do not hear me tell you
You are loved
Your tiny body bears scars
Tiny screams of need
Lines and lines of goodbyes
Calling for someone to save you
**And I see you so clearly
You are a fighter
Taking on the whole world while you cry
A delicate child
Taking on the dragon who wants to burn and crush
And hoard your bones
And I am in awe of your strength
To do battle day and night
With such a mighty foe
I pray you will triumph
I pray you will slay your dragon
And stand victorious
With it's ****** corpse at your feet
Do not worry
For your scars are a mark of strength
Of your fight.
They will become your victory speech
You will one day overcome your nemesis
And I am forever proud of you
My child
My love
My fighter
My soldier
Because I never met a true warrior
Who didn't bear the scars of battle.
This is about self harm, depression, anxiety.
This is for my children,
all of whom have faced their own dragons
and continue to do so.
They inspire me to be better, to do better.
They are my rock, my safe place in this world.
Re-posted from my previous account.
Little Bear Jan 2016
"Knowledge is knowing that Frankenstein is not the monster.
Wisdom is knowing that Frankenstein is the monster."
Not my quote.. not sure who's quote it is...
I might need to look it up.
:o)
Jan 2016 · 325
I miss you...
Little Bear Jan 2016
Oh how I wish you were still here
I wish so much that you were here to hold me
To give me your words of comfort
To guide me to were I must go
I wish you could still laugh with me
That I could show you how far I have come
I hope you would be proud of me

Oh I wish you were still here
To tell me of which path is best
To tell me that I am brave
To show me what it is to have courage
To love me as you always did
And then I could tell you over and over again
Just how much I love you, I need you, I miss you.
I miss my Dad so very much.
And, even after all this time,
I find need him now
more than ever.
Jan 2016 · 2.3k
Excuse me?...
Little Bear Jan 2016
I said...


Ribbons lemon chewing gum
Daisies dandelion
Button teabag souvenir
Cheese cake Uncle Brian

Pepper buses diary
London *** Nantucket
Leaves carrot underwear
Ten piece bargain bucket

Raisins phone apple pie
Sock key Zanzibar
Duvet sausage dinosaur
Peanut bumper car

Mouse banana chicken wing
Fleas vermilion
Elephant soda stream
Stoat pavilion

Moose flower stickleback
Garlic salted butter
Taco dragon paper cut
Poison pizza cutter

Sandwich Batman coffee cake
Vaseline grape snow
Golf ***** haberdashery
Weasels tally-**

:o)
Just being silly :o)
Jan 2016 · 661
Shopping List.
Little Bear Jan 2016
One bag of flour
the self raising kind
a pound of bacon
without the rind

A loaf of bread
a jar of jam
remember the pickle
to go with the ham

Dog food and cat food
cheese and coffee
don't forget raisins
and nuts for the toffee

Tomatoes, sun-dried
get those if you're able,
if you're not sure
it will say on the label

Toilet rolls, eggs
shampoo and stir fry
get rolls without seeds
heaven knows why

Salad and butter
hot dogs and sauce
get reduced fat, low sugar,
and lo salt of course

Chocolate and sweetcorn
chicken and stuffing
A chocolate chip, walnut
and blueberry muffin

Pizza with pineapple
ham and some cheese
fairy and cookies
Ariel Fabreeze

Turkey, satsumas
not oranges with pips
tin foil and razors
and food bags with zips

Nutella is best
it's the one we like most
so get a big jar
to spread on our toast

Boys, thank you for doing
the shopping for me
oh, and don't forget cake
and biscuits and tea

I'll leave it to you
if there're things that I've missed
Just get what you think
if it's not on the list.
Re-posted from my previous account..
There are some incredible and truly outstanding poets here, I always feel like my meager offering might just as well be a shopping list compared. So I wrote one just to prove it :o)
Jan 2016 · 684
She is Home.. (part two)
Little Bear Jan 2016
Opening the trap he finds two pheasants,
that's something at least.
Deftly wringing their necks he ties their feet together
and swings the pair over his shoulder.

Calling for Dog, he makes his way back through the woodland.
His catch will see him and Dog a few more days of food.
Not that he is hungry.

Time passes slowly and he is tired.
His mind not his own for,
well, he can't remember for how long now.
All he knows is she is gone.

He enters the clearing before his home,
his heart is as heavy as his boots, now caked in mud.
Autumn is here and the nights are nothing but darkness and stars,
and she is gone.

Dog bounds on ahead without a care in the world,
happily sniffing through the leaves and grasses.
Disturbing the earth.

The ache in the mans heart only serves to drag him down,
making his muscles powerless with the weight.

Entering his home, their home..
he takes the birds to the cool room beyond the kitchen
and hangs them on the hook.
He can't think to deal with them now.

Returning to the kitchen he takes a log of seasoned wood from the basket and places it on the low burning fire.
He knows it will be cold again tonight.
He can't bare to think of her fate.
Where did she go?

For months he has searched,
for miles.
Called until his voice was hoarse.
Walking until exhaustion over came him.
Dog running ahead,
sniffing, scenting, tracking.
But nothing...

Day after day, night after night, in rain and storm,
he searched, calling to the heavens,
calling to the stars and the moon too
if they would but listen.

The fire crackles bringing back his attention,
he removes his boots and sits in his chair.
He watches the flames grow,
adding another log to last the evening
as Dog takes his place on the rug.

The hole in his life is endless,
he can't see as to where it starts
and to where it ends,
it just is...

With the night drawing in he moves to close the door
and then finds food for Dog.
Laying the plate down,
Dog gratefully woofs down his meal,
wagging his tail in appreciation.

"Good Boy Dog" he tells him.
Dog looks up, but not as to see his Master.
He is listening, hearing.
His Master takes the cue from Dog,
knowing Dog can hear more than he.
He knows there is someone here.

Taking his gun from the mantle he loads it.  
He lets Dog lead the way to the stairs and the sound.
Now Dog is on high alert.
Gone is his playfulness.
He is aware of his duty.
To find, to seek out, to protect his master.
He now awaits his masters instruction.

Taking the stairs, the gun loaded,
socked feet silently treading up each step,
he reaches the landing.
Trying to keep his breath shallow,
trying to make no sound.
But his heart thunders in his ears.
So loud he thinks even Dog might be able to hear it.
He too hears a sound,
like a gentle whisper,
and he knows someone is in his bedroom.

He points the gun ahead.
The evening has darkened and now
shadows play across the door before him.

Dog awaits his command.
The safety catch is released.
The door is slowly pushed aside
and the gun is raised.
Dog waits.

He takes in the sight and his eyes widen.
His heartbeat so loud.
His finger on the trigger.

And Dog... wags his tail.

Because,
even though his master is yet to believe his eyes,
Dog already knows.

She is home.





To be continued...
Re-posted from my previous account. This is part two.. there will be part three... it just has to write itself.
I can feel it coming together in my head lol
Jan 2016 · 400
Coming Home.. (part one)
Little Bear Jan 2016
Over fields and meadows she walked.
Across streams and brooks.
Stepping delicately on the icy stones.
Through heath, heather and marshland she made her way home.

Each night she made a fire to warm her cold toes and fingers,
to take the ache from her weary bones.

When sleeping she draped herself with the the night sky and the stars.

By day the walk home was arduous,
many perilous encounters with wild boar and bears
made her have to change course,
often walking more miles to avoid the danger.

One more ridge and she could take rest in her own bed
for the first time in an age.

Hoping she would be welcome at home once more.
The blankets on her bed, although threadbare,
would feel as the finest silk against her skin.

Her once beautiful summer dress was now tattered and torn,
exposing more skin than it held.
Leaving with but the dress she wore and no shoes upon her feet,
she wanted so much for a bath by the fireside
and the smell of soap on her skin.

Soon she hoped.

One more ridge and she could see the cottage
that she once called home.
A place she could be her true self.

Tears fell as she could see her home,
so close but at least a days walk from her vantage point.

She could imagine the threshold,
cool and smooth at her feet as she would step inside.
The smell of stew hanging above the fire place,
making her mouth water at the thought.

Having not eaten a meal for so long
her stomach gripped tight and ached
for just the taste of bread.

And on she walks with one dream,
to be home.

At the end of the day she makes her way to the gate.
Leaving in such haste there is still a thin strip of fabric
on the gate post,
Holding her hand to the matching hole at the hip of her dress,
she remembers the night she left.

Fear grips her heart,
the last few steps are the hardest.
Anxiety wells within her chest and her mind is racing
with her thoughts and worries.

The last step and she takes hold of the door ****,
she listens for sound.
Looking around, seeing,
sensing as to whether she will be favorably taken in.

Turning the ****,
the door is the last barrier she must overcome
and it is almost too much.

The love of home never left her,
it beckoned to her everyday
and whispered softly to her every night.

Feeling as a moth to a flame,
longing for her small place in the world.

Hoping she is still wanted.

In the dim evening light,
she silently enters the room.
Re-posted from my previous account. I wrote this a little while back, just wanted to add it to my page now, I have a feeling I want to write more of this story.. it's not done yet.
Jan 2016 · 523
First kiss..
Little Bear Jan 2016
Meeting you today, after all these years.
Well my heart almost stopped.
I turned the corner and there you were,
with your beautiful little family.

I was stunned, they are all so beautiful... your children.
I just needed a moment to take it all in.
And that smile you gave me...
**** I didn't think it would take me back so many years...
just like that..

It must be 18.. no.. no 19 years..
You haven't changed,
not one bit..
not to me anyway.

You stood there, holding hands... so in love.
I was... I am.. so happy for you.
My first kiss... with you...was actually so perfect.
My first kiss... with you.

But you are married and happy.
Your children have their Daddy's dimples..
And their Mummy's blue eyes.
You are all so happy.. I love that.
I truly do, with all my heart.

And so as we said our goodbyes,
you looked at me.
Just for a moment too long.
I know you thought of it too, that kiss..
And I blushed.. **** it...
After all this time, you can still do that to me.

And as you walked away,
I watched you go...
I know I might never see you again.
But I will always remember my first kiss...
with you
That and your beautiful blue eyes.
My first real kiss was with a girl, we were best friends :o)
Little Bear Jan 2016
I lay in my bed and for the first time this week,
I have not woken to the alarm.
It's Monday and it's my day off.
And the house is quiet.
And a little thought comes to me and says
"hey, you know nobody's home right?"

Now, there is nothing that will get me out of bed quicker
than knowing nobody's home.
And with a big smile and a medium sized skip,
I go to the kitchen,
sleep disheveled and mostly naked.
I put on the kettle and let Ellie out for a ***.
And I make coffee and I run a bath and I feed the pets.
All while I am mostly naked,
because...
Ha! nobody's home.

And I have a bath,
with the door wide open
and I sing and play with the bubbles,
blowing  them on the floor,
because...
well...
no body's home...
Such luxury.

You see,
my house is usually full of teenagers,
it's full of noise and cooking and computer games
and woofing and laughter
and music and...
boy smells...
yuck!
So now,
I can make the house smell of my bubble bath
and my perfume
and make it smell clean.
Ahhh...Such decadence!

After my bath I dry myself and dance to music and sing,
I put on only my underwear,
but I don't care,
because,
nobody's home
and this is all too much fun.

And,
because nobody is home,
I turn up the music and dance with the dog,
singing so badly.
She is glad no body is home too.

Now,
there is a little space under the table,
just big enough for a hidy hole,
a perfect place to put some warm blankets
and make a me sized snuggery.
And so I do,
laying a blanket over the table and covering my nest,
I am content to just be.
I take some books and a drink and some biscuits...
for later you see...
or if I have visitors,
because,
you must always be polite if you have visitors
and you should offer them biscuits.

But then a little voice reminds me
"you know there is some double chocolate cake in the fridge right?"
so, I take a big slice,
I mean,
it would be rude not to,
and I sit,
in my underwear,
eating cake
in my blanket fort.
No one will know and Elie won't woof me out.
Oh.. such utter indulgence!

And after a while of my misbehaving,
because I know I am,  
I think I might need to try a cigarette.
So I find the secret stash,
which is not so secret any more,
and I lay in my little blanket nook and light up.
After the first two puffs and plenty of coughing...
because I don't actually smoke,
I get the hang of it.

And I lay
quietly contemplating my life
and the world and the universe...
and how there managed to be a sweet
stuck to the underside of the table.

And during my musings it slowly dawns on me
that today is actually Tuesday...
and I am now late for work...
which means that every body is,
in fact
home.
Jan 2016 · 2.0k
Be Soft..
Little Bear Jan 2016
Be soft.
Don't let the world make you hard.
Don't let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride that, even though the rest of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place.
Not my quote, I believe it was written by either Iain Thomas or Kurt Vonnegut. I wish I had thought of something so wonderful myself :o)
Jan 2016 · 2.5k
Kink.
Little Bear Jan 2016
My thoughts tick
in a different kind of way.

Slightly twisted,
with a little 'kink'

Wanting what you give,
giving what you want.

My mind and my body is yours,
to do with as you will.

Dominate my sweet love for you
and I will surrender.

Giving myself over to your pleasure.

My obedience is infinite.

Tie me to the bed
with the pink ribbons from my hair.

Make your fingers dance over my skin
feeling, stroking,
penetrating me
over and..
over
again.

Take what you will.

Hard and with passion.

Fill my mind,
my thoughts,
my body,
with your essence.

Whisper softly in my ear.

'You are MINE!'

There is nothing I want more.

So delicious
So divine.
Edited :o)
Jan 2016 · 421
Little Bear
Little Bear Jan 2016
i am much too fluffy
i am completely very smol
my heart is made of stuffin'
but it loves you best of all.
Jan 2016 · 623
Laundry (Haiku)
Little Bear Jan 2016
On the washing line
You hung out all my secrets
But the sun still shines
Jan 2016 · 536
Enough.
Little Bear Jan 2016
I was bound and gagged by my dignity
My virtue struggles to hold my voice hostage
I practice restraint but my bonds have slipped
And while I wait for the feeling to return to my hands
I bounce the ball in my solitary confinement
My silence screams so loud in my ears,
can you not hear it?

"I am coming for you!"
Jan 2016 · 441
The Show...
Little Bear Jan 2016
Lenka - The Show**

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
They got a ticket to the show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum
Just enjoy the show
Duh Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-qbbCsAeM&index;=1&list;=RDM-qbbCsAeM
I love this song... Pretty much my life right now...
Jan 2016 · 1.2k
My little secret
Little Bear Jan 2016
You are my little secret,
and you will be the death of me.

But I am addicted to the taste of you.

To wrap my lips around you.

To take you into my mouth.

To taste you.

Filling my mouth..

I know which way is best.

Just the tip and ****...

I could do this ten times a day,
if you would let me.

Taking you in my mouth,
taking you down as deep as I can.

But I often wish I didn't want it so much.

But I always want more.

Like an addiction.

**** it! you will be the death of me
if I don't give you up.

And at £6.49 for a packet of 18,

you are a very expensive secret.
:o) Giving up smoking is not easy :o)
Jan 2016 · 450
Just say it like it is.
Little Bear Jan 2016
Why don't the weather presenters just say it like it is?

Why do they say 'Oh a high of 34 it's going to be a glorious day'...

When really that is a completely ridiculous temperature,
Its boiling and I know my head is going to melt just getting to the bus stop. I'm going to have a face like a baboons **** by the end of the day... but no... it's glorious. ******* is it...

Watch out for those icy roads...

No... but thank you for your concern. I however will be doing my best Bambi on **** roller skates impersonation because the roads are gritted but the pavements are like ******* sheet ice. I might need a replacement hip joint by the end of the day.

There could be an accumulation of snow overnight...

Well if an accumulation means three flakes and the town grinding to a halt, I'm moving to a ******* Alaska. At least I could get to work on time. Even commuting from there would be quicker than my bus driver detouring around three ******* flakes, one of which looks suspiciously like a bit of lint.

Why don't they tell the truth?

Why don't they say okay, it's going to be ******* freezing, I wouldn't bother. Phone in work and say your dog is sick, make something up because you are going to regret every **** step you take to work.

Or... it's going to be a snow day,

The schools will be shut so your shop is going to be rammed with rosy cheeked, sniveling kids with their chubby fingers in your pick and mix all day. Kids in the street are going to be complete **** holes and pelt you with snow because their aim is crap and they should be inside in the warm on their computers...

or Mate... its ******' it down...

You might want to build an ark at some point. Your dog won't even go out in it, it will sit whining it's miserable snout off at the door all ******* day because it wont use a litter tray...

But your cat will be happy... smug little ****.
And now, the weather..
Jan 2016 · 1.2k
Fibber Face
Little Bear Jan 2016
It is of my opinion that you have desisted in truthiness.
And as such,
you will hence forth be known as a
'Teller of Untruths.'

As a result,
I do believe your trousers have combusted.
You are a blaggard and a rapscallion.
Good day...
Ha! liar liar, pants on fire!!!
Jan 2016 · 410
Bliss
Little Bear Jan 2016
So little to do
and so much time.
Jan 2016 · 21.2k
MAGIC BY SHEL SILVERSTEIN
Little Bear Jan 2016
Magic**

Read this to yourself.
Read it silently.
Don’t move your lips.
Don’t make a sound?
Listen to yourself.
Listen without hearing anything.
What a wonderfully weird thing, huh?

NOW MAKE THIS PART LOUD!
SCREAM IT IN YOUR MIND!
DROWN EVERYTHING OUT.
Now, hear a whisper.
A tiny whisper.

Now, read this next line in your best crotchety old man voice:

“Hello there sonny, does this town have a post office?”

Awesome! Who was that?
Whose voice was that?
Certainly not yours.

How do you do that?
How!?

Must be magic!!
Written by the wonderful poet, Shel Silverstein.
Jan 2016 · 894
Road Rage.

— The End —