I knew it was love when your arms felt like home.
I was more comfortable being in your arms than in my own house. I could tell it was love when I saw something special in those deep-brown eyes you otherwise consider boring. I could get lost for hours looking at them and seeing into you in a way not many have the chance to do. It was love when your sweatshirts were the only things that could keep me from shivering (besides you). I became aware of this love when I waited up countless nights to make sure you got home safe. It became clear when my emotions started to be easily dictated by you- in a mostly-good way. If I'm in a certain mood and I'm with you or we've talked, it's probably your doing. But, what I think means the most here, what is most obvious as a factor to show that this is love, is something I've only recently realized. This fact, that super important point, is that I put your happiness over my own. That is precisely how I know. It's a constant goal of mine that you're happy and not too stressed or whatever else it may be. Once I recognized that quality of caring in myself, I saw it.
I knew it was love when your happiness became my own.
written 10.5.14, 3:36 AM