si vidissent iam levis flammae desiderio et viderunt affluentiam rebus essem corruptas meos impetus et sciebat quid patientia perficere posset mihi licuit in minori mundo crudeli unquam fuit laetior anima mea

If they had seen a fierce desire for flames
and they saw that the affluence of things
was corrupted by my attack,
and I knew what patience
could be able to accomplish me,
it was permissible that my soul
was never more cruel than in the worst world

Lost but not forgotten
Is the place that I call home
People here don't understand
Why I am so alone
People here don't understand
What I have always known
Lost but not forgotten
Is the place that I call home

Her touch makes me warm.
I came back from the coldest fight,
She rub her hand and heat me up.
Told me I deserved to rest but not to quit.

Her words makes me cry.
Every day she shout the bad ones,
But she never fails to whisper the goods.
"I'm always here for you" she mumbles.

Her love hurts me.
She deserved one hundred percent affection,
But I gave her zero attention.
"Take care" she always say.

"I love you, Mama"
Why I can't say these words to you?

Looking for you
In this field
Of dead flowers
I could never find you
If you were here with me
I would probably leave

If only you could see

It doesn't matter

Yellow flowers with bees

Your such a sting

It doesn't matter I'm just dead weeds

Growing within my lungs

I planted seeds

Waiting for them to bloom

I'll grow into a tree

So I can look for you
Because no matter
What happened
Or happens
I still miss
And love you

I never knew you at all
I don't like this feeling so much

I'm trying to hold on
this lost love
false promises

I need to feel your skin
see your eyes
open with the sun

when I see you with someone else
I figure you'll fall

I'm drowning in high waters

I never really want to let go
I need to caress your hair
one more time
hold on tight
to these pretty lies

look in your eyes
glimmering in the moonlight

I never know what you're thinking of
I don't like it at all

If it's not you

I'm trying to hold you closer
Since you've slipped away

If I could do

Something that would make you stay
Forget all the things I said

It's on you
For never trying
To talk to me again

I never liked to lose

After I lost you
Life seemed so cruel

A black moon
In the black sky
Doesn't make sense

If I can't see
It's reflection
On my face

If I can't see light
Shine in bed

If I can't ever be your friend