Katryna

Katryna Nov 2018

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sa takipsilim ko na lang ibubulong ang mga dasal na sayo ay magpapayaon.

sa paghampas ng hangin ko nalang isasabay ang mga himig na sayo ko dapat inilaan.

sa pag sikat na lang ng araw ako aasa na balang araw,

puso natin ay magiging isa.

sa ngayon,
mahahati muna sila sa dalawa,
akin ang isa,
sayo ang isa.

at ang isip muna ang masusunod at magdidikta ng tama.

out of the blue lines.

Oct 2018

Salmabanu Hatim

Food (Haiku)

Food, the basic need,
Many enjoy it on plate....
some search in garbage.

Katryna Oct 2018

How does it smells like after the rain?

I,
You,
Beer,
Lights,
Sounds and Headbang.

How can we stop the time?

stella and blue moon this time.
mixed in one glass.

your
lips
to
your
glass
to
mine.

sip,
kiss,
hug,
kiss.

cheers!

that's all I need.
that's all you want.

that's all I need,
you is all I need.

How can I stop them?
You’re officemates,
You’re soon to be so-called "wife"

How can I keep you from them?

This is all we had,
Saguijo is our crib,
our enchanting place for a couple of hours.

your hand,
slide to mine.

your lips touch mine,
we walk on the street as we own it
we talk under the moon,
waiting for the sun to rise and shine.

but it never happen,
you just escort me to our last stop,

bid your last goodbye.
your last kiss for this week.

wishing for the next round,
next, "see you"
next back to routine,

from ex-lover to mistress but wait.

no *** this time.

congrats.

to the so-called wife.

#exlover #mnlgrl #rumine #stella #blueemoon #cheers #philippines #mistress #love #pain

Katryna Sep 2018

Dulo

sabihin mo saakin kung paano kita mamahalin
dahil minahal kita sa paraang hindi mo inaakala

sabihin mo saakin kung paano ko tatapusin ang mga sayo ay tapos na pero pilit paring pinagtatagpo ng tadhana

sabihin mo sa akin kung paano ko kakalimutan ang mga bagay
na halos ayoko ng maalala

sabihin mo saakin,

paano ko ililigtas ang relasyong tayo lang ang nakakakilala.
ang relasyong sa dilim lang maliwanag

relasyong hinuhusgahan ng lahat,
relasyong kasiyahan mo ang mas mahalaga.

sabihin mo saakin ang kongkretong solusyon,
sa mga desisyong hindi ako kasama

pero sa pandaliang ligaya,
kamay natin ang magkalapat sa tuwi-tuwina

sabihin mo,
sabihin mo na,

dahil pagod na akong angkinin ka sa tuwing may aagaw na iba.

sa tuwing sasabihin nya at tatanungin nya ako kung ako ay maligaya.

paano ko sasabihing tayo ay masaya,
kahit wala sa kama

ang simpleng yakap, oras nating dalawa ay mahalaga

paano ko sasabihin,
kung ikaw mismo hindi mo masabi
at mas piniling pagtakpan na lang ang lahat
at manatali

na ang kawalan ng salita ay manahan at bigla na lang mawala

hindi ka man pumipili pero alam ko,
sa kabila ng lahat ng ito.

kapag ang lahat ay tumalikod

lahat ay tumiklop

ako at ikaw,
mas pipiliin paring maglayo.

iwan ako,
iwan ka.

wala.

narating nanaman natin ang dulo.

for the Nth time. pano ba sumuko? sa pag taas ba ng dalawang kamay? sa pag amin ba ng "Sige, ako na ang may kasalanan" sa pagtanggap ba ng pagkatalo, sa pagsabi ba ng "teka, pagod na talaga ako" sa pag iyak ng balde baldeng luha o sa pag gising mo bigla, wala na. wala ka ng maramdaman kasi sobrang manhid mo na sa sakit at sakit na lang din ang solusyon para maramdaman **** teka, buhay ka pa. Ang gulo no? ganon din ung tula ko, ganon din ung puso ko, ung utak ko. Pasensya na sa gawa ko. Pakiramdam ko, ito na ung pinaka walang silbi kong gawa. Pero gusto ko lang ibahagi ang nararamdaman ko. Jusko po, ang hirap magmahal. hahahaha big deal ba, pasensya na kung alam nio lang ang sakit sakit na to the point na wala na akong kayang ilabas pero hinihingi pa rin ng mundo ang lahat lahat. Paano ba kasi sumuko? Makikinig na lang ako kay Sarah Geronimo.

Katryna Jul 2018

ⓐⓛⓐ-ⓐⓛⓐ

May mga lugar tayo na mahirap sa atin ang balikan
Minsan malayo,
Minsan maulan,
Madalas walang oras.
Pero kailangan natin puntahan.

                 Ilan lang yan sa mga rason na mas gusto ko nalang isipin
                 Para madaling magdahilan.
                 Pero kapag puso ang tumawag,
                 Kalinga ang nangailangan
                 Pag unawa ang nais maging hantungan.

Iniisip ko,
Ano ba ang dahilan bakit mahirap balikan.
Binabalik ako sa katotohanang,
Wala na.

                                     Wala na ang tao sakin na madalas maghanap.
                                          Madalas mangamusta.
                                              Madalas magsabing magpataba ka.

                 Ang kahit kelan hindi ako tinuring na iba,
                 Kahit kailangan na.

                                          Marahil ito nga.

Dinadala ako sa ibang direksyon,
Sa ibang tahanan,
Sa tahananang walang ibang tao.
Sa tahanang hindi ko na maririnig ang tinig mo.
Hindi ko na mahahawakan ang malambot at mapagkalinga **** braso.
Wala na ang biro, tawa at masigla **** tinig na nagpapaingay ng paligid.

                                        Marahil ito nga,

Bumubungad sakin ang isang kahon ng alala
Na sa pag ihip na lang ng hangin ko maradarama.
At sa ganda na lang ng paglubog ng araw ko na lang makikita.

Ang mga tinago kong munting ala-ala

In loving memory of Mr. Wally Nocon, I know you know how much I miss you. Sana :) Nakakarating naman ung mga message ko diba?, sipag nga po ng messenger ko eh :)

#imissyou #family #missingsomeone #makhata #mnlgrl #philippines #tagalog #poem #poetry #alaala

Katryna Jun 2018

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Khat can we talk?
About what? Wait let me guess, about us? Me and her?
No, about us,
Us? I said I love you, then you logged out. So, I decided to delete it baka lang kasi mag log in ka ulit :) the next day you said you had an internet issue. What do think, I'll buy that? no your kidding me,
No hi and hello after that.
Why cant you be just as honest as I want you to be. Why everything seems so complicated. Tell it to me, why?

I checked your skype, you had 2 more account for what?

Is me being an overacting actress once more?
Or is it you who falling out of love once more?

This post surprises me a lot, I never knew it was posted in public and I'm glad that you like it. Anyway, this is not a poem (I'm sorry) this is just a product of my imagination. An imaginary conversation between me and my greatest love.

Today is my 48 hrs deadmachine peg. I wish I could share everything through my notes details by details, inch by inch, moment by moment. But I can't, I just need time and more courage for this, Giving up is not my type, but this time I guess, I need to and Fate begging me to do the right thing. For heaven sake.

He teaches me how to love a person and he told me that "Love is more about giving than receiving" That's the time I realize, how much I love him, that's why I let him go, I let him be with the person who can give him a life that is worth living for and be with the person who makes him proud, ung tipong taas noo, winner, trophy ganun. I know, everybody knows I'm not that kind of person, maybe I am, but too much, not really, he was the only person who believes in me with the things that I can and I cannot do.

He also teaches me how to settle, according to him, don't settle for less. I guess this is the reason why he didn't choose me. He never believes in forever, not as much I do but look, he's getting married. No hard feelings,I am so so so so happy seeing him on his wedding day but of course, I'm not invited. I can't wait for their pictures posted on social media at least, that will be the last time will see his eyes smile. Soon, God will redirect my life into more meaningful and worth living LIFE. Thank you for your time reading this short letter of mine as well as my imaginary conversation.