You don't know me
Don't know me at all
You think you can catch me
So you wait 'til I fall
You aren't in my brain
You don't know what's wrong
And don't try to tell me
What the hell's going on.
*Because you just don't know

I don't think you understand what you're getting into,
You think I'm attractive,
Clever at times,
But you don't know me.
You've heard me converse,
You say I have a cute laugh,
And you say you're ready,
Ready for all the baggage I always seem to bring,
But maybe you should understand,
I've never loved anything,
And you won't change anything..
Maybe you should think twice,
Take the hint and run,
I'm so lost in this world,
That there's no sight of the road,
This is for your own good,
You don't know what I've been through,
So maybe it's best if you take the warning and leave,
You don't know me.

You don't know my pain,
the way it shines within my eyes,
sparkling like the gleam of happiness,
hidden within a shadow,

You don't know my anguish,
in the loss of my family,
the splitting of a life,
torn between two parents,

You don't know my happiness,
the changing of a number,
sun shining on my face,
texture of a page,
holding a world in my hands,

You don't know my name,
what colors I wear,
actions to make my heart beat fast,
the place where thoughts can be revealed,

You don't know me,
Don't try to tell me what to do,
you'll just end up looking stupid,
and i'll just end up doing what I want to do.

People think they know me
Do you know about
My abuse, friendships, life
ED, cutting, Aspergers
Depression and anxiety?
No, don't you dare judge me
You don't know my story

I'm scared
Of losing
What i already leave
Don't you see
This is a part of me
Don't want to lose
The thing
That's been there for me
All along

I'm glad we like the same things.

drink the same drinks.
sing the same sings.

laugh the same laughs
and eat the same eats.

I'm glad we learned to love the same things.

No matter what you will love them
They may tease you or even break your heart
But, you know nothing could tear you apart
He is your guy friend, maybe not your best
But, you know you rather have him than all the rest
They can tear you down
But you know they'll always help pick up the pieces
A friend you can count on
A friend you can trust
Having a guy friend is an absolute plus

Hard to believe i treated someone so beautiful so ugly
Wish i could make things right
I should have listened but i didn't (me and my bad decisions)
Now im trippin'
Now I got time to think of all I could have done..different
God knows I've done some wild and crazy things in my past
And I can't take nothing back
Can't do nothing bad..
Forced to live with it
Always making these bad decisions..
But its to late, i should have listened
Me and my bad decisions..