please just don’t leave me alone
that’s when they come for me
monsters, demons
dark shadows from the abyss
my smile melts away....

when i’m alone
i have to face them, fight them
i struggle for my every breath
for they all want me dead

i’ll do what it takes to distract myself
tricks, games, sabotage
anything
i’m so **** desperate
i’m weary
i’m weary

CAN’T YOU SEE I’M WEARY

i’m suffering alone
grasping blindly in the dark
for anything
to take my mind off it...

falling in love with a hurricane,
isn't nearly as dramatic as it sounds

Trying too much to be
        courts frustration and misery

I still think about you sometimes, my memories with you still sting