it's been 43 days
since we last talked.
the worst thing is:
you still don't care.

it's been 43 days
of throwing stones
and the pain
I cannot bear.

it's been 43 days
of suffocating;
without you,
there's no air.

nothing matters
to me anymore
besides the fact that
you're not there.

if we love.
if we love too much they stay
if we love too less they leave
nothing is ever loved enough
most things in life that we love, we let go
when you let go of something you love
when you let go of something you hate
the love you provided is gone
if we love enough, things will be okay
if we hate enough, things will fade
the hate we bring
the love we bring
maybe if we loved enough, we’d all be free

as you watch sun
you watch it rise and you watch it fall
as it shines so bright in the morning
as it isn’t alive in the evening  
the colors you see
the clouds you see
they are only separating you and me

as you watch the sun day by day
it becomes brighter
you can no longer see it any higher
the light you see
the happiness it brings
you’ll never see anything as strong as thee

as you watch the sun evening by evening
you realize it is fading away
as the world becomes still
as the stars are almost shining
everyone is wishing for nothing but dying

as you watch the moon night by night  
the sky is pitch black
darkness is all over
the clouds cover the sky
the world goes to sleep
the day has ended

as you watch the sun fall you see its truth
the way it shines bright
the way it dies at night
<3