I'm lost Every now and then I'll try to convince myself that I'll eventually be okay But then the next day my thought change and then I'm back to square one
Those eyes how they pierce into me and see all that I am. It's almost as though he's toying with me. He knows the way my body works. It's as though he finds pleasure in teasing me. Those eyes how they pierce into me and see all that I am. He knows he has me and I've become submissive to his touch. So weak to his needs, only wanting to be everything he needs. Those eyes how they pierce into me and see all that I am. Usually I have such control but he has me under his spell. Once again he has me wrapped around his little finger and he lets me know I am only his and his alone.
Love, it may so happen, Love, it works, I tell you. Never stop saying, as your always saying, “Nothing, nothing but love.” You alone, shall be you And I, love you
my sadness feels like i'm swallowing sea water - every gulp down my throat is a step closer to dehydration sinking to the bottom no flotation lacking foundation my sadness feels like vomiting frustrations stagnation - my sadness feels like stagnation. sensations of vibrations surround me but do not reach my hands or any part of me for that matter. I see it - i know its there the energy is flowing in the air a devious glare - i swear i stare and stay aware that this illness does more than impair - it's unfair , really. My sadness feels like everything around me is dead - i know its really in my head but i look at the evening sky and see not yellows and reds but grays instead - i used to imbed the colors into my brain but lately its been filled with tar - seeping into unhealed scars its making a home here - till i disappear its not just me it's "we're" that's here - its overstayed its welcome. My sadness feels like a man putting his feet on my coffee table. My sadness feels like an empty chest - one that rots with dust and human rust it echoes and howls when opened - like its terrified of its urge to leave. My sadness feels like a parasite that ***** until it falls but it doesn't fall - only crawls through the hollow parts of me and creates substance. My sadness feels like accepting to drown.