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86 · Jan 2020
depression. year 10
Julia Jan 2020
sometimes
i want to open up my head
and scratch the itch in my brain
that will never go away
and it leaves me wallowing in pain
making me wish i was in a grave

instead i lay in my bed
for five days straight
and wonder why i can't move
when i know that it's all you
constantly ruining my mood
and i am only twenty-two

counting the days i have left to live
counting the beats my heart struggles to make
i know that it's difficult to love me
which is why my loneliness is inticing
all i wanted was to be something
instead i think everyone hates me
69 · Dec 2019
tears
Julia Dec 2019
i should refrain
from spilling my tears
over someone
who doesn't even care
63 · Jan 2020
asleep
Julia Jan 2020
i just want to sleep
i don't want to be awake
i just want to dream
i don't want this heartbreak
62 · Jan 2020
p a i n
Julia Jan 2020
isn't there a way
to rid me of this pain?

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