Joe Spicher

Mar 2015

Denxai Mcmillon

I love you.
"I love you,
so much so it hurts my head."
I just want to hold you close,
never let you go
And keep your smile by my side.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry,
I was who I was
but
who I am now,
is in desperate need
Of you
And of your love...

I'm not really sure what there is to say about lost, failing or broken love that hasn't already been said. I do, however, know what I am feeling and between the sleepless nights and the dragging days I'm seeing that I really am in love.

#passion #lostlove

Feb 2015

my scars don't define me

caring

how could someone just leave your life
and act like it never happened?

oh yeah.

it means they never cared in the first place.

#heartbreak #suicide #broken #sad #depression #lonely #depressed #friendship #relationship #suicidal

Feb 2015

my scars don't define me

rock

you were my rock
my stable being
my beloved
my breath in my lungs
the main reason i was still here

until one day
you left
out of the blue

and i am still here
living in my own sadness
and you still haunt
torture me even
and still seem to speak to me
like a whisper in the wind

#heartbreak #suicide #sad #depression #lonely #depressed #relationships #relationship #suicidal

Joe Spicher Feb 2015

Untitled

I treated you too well.
That's what everyone tells me.
All my friends say you gotta be a little mean,
Teach her who's in charge.
Hit her around every once in a while.
They like it.
So I guess I will never be successful with you.
Because I could never do anything to hurt you.
And I'm not in control,
I would have done anything and everything for you.
I guess I'm just a sucker.

Joe Spicher Jan 2015

Leave Me Alone

Why can't you leave me alone?
Can't you see it hurts me?
You might have left me 2 months ago,
But you never really left.
You are in my mid every day.
Just running all over the place.
Aren't you tired of it?
You show up in my dreams and pretend you still love me.
Does it entertain you?
Why can't you leave me alone already?