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292 · Aug 2016
Living with Memories
Jessa Aug 2016
Standing here
At the crossroads
I don't know
Which way to go
I'm lost
Scared.....
But alone
This journey must go on
So I take a step
Moving forward
But it's too heavy
For I'm dragging
The past with me
Reminiscing us
For it's what keep me going
And I'm still
Carrying your name with me
For my strength
Lies within those alphabets
Forgive me
Because I couldn't let go
But please allow me
To live with our memories

-Jess
290 · Apr 2018
For the Last Time
Jessa Apr 2018
Can I kiss
Those lips of yours
One last time
Can I preserve
The taste of your ecstasy
One more time

Can you hold me tight
Like you won't let go
This time
Can you caress my hair
And look me in the eye
One last time

For this moment
I want to remember
Bittersweet memory
Between you and me
When we say goodbye
For the last time

-Jess
285 · Feb 2018
Rework
Jessa Feb 2018
Roses bloom to your spoken name
Such a ****** to cut them
Yet to give them to you
Beauty to match
Love this trap
Your lips speak
Utter sweet poetry
As my hand goes under
I catch your fall
To break your walls
Giving all without words
Actions to bleed to prove
There’s no me without you
As no sand without sea
Be with me...
As the sun and moon rotate
Loving the sky... our fate
To collide so pure
I just want to erase your design
Rewrite this story love
Take away the pain, as your breath
Upon my lips, my name spoken the same
Redo love, renew... what’s been taken
To rework a false love
Into everything you’ve dreamed...
Into what we both can see

Such a beautiful melody composed
Whenever I utter your name
And words come out easy
To define the beauty of passion
Frozen in time
With your gaze
Such a wonder your eyes hold
Til I almost fall
Feel you there
To catch me
Give you all
For only with you
I want to be
Eyes looking at the same sky
As roses start to bloom
I knew I'm in love again
Another us.... with the same name
A rewrite romance
And the pain ends
Redo what's been missing
Taking what should have been placed
Rework the love..... renew the vow
To everything we've dreamed of
Clarity of fate as we can see

-Ashawn & Jess
284 · Sep 2015
Faded Memory
Jessa Sep 2015
Just like the wind
The laughter we had is vanished
Into the air

Just like ashes
The pages of our story turned into dust
Scattered all over the place

And just like the mist
The memories we created
Gone forever killed by the sunrise

-Jess
278 · Feb 2018
Phantom of the Past
Jessa Feb 2018
It seems like
I'm the ghost of the past
That keeps haunting your night
Because you still
Search for me
In every dream
In every thought
Even in your nightmares
How I wish
For you to let go
How I pray
For your restless sleep
To come to an end
But I guess
This won't be over
For I'm still holding on
To old promises
So will you gaze
Upon the stars
And resuscitate me
Soul to soul
Heart to heart
For I yearn to be
More than a phantom
In your life

-Jess
269 · Nov 2016
You Will Never Know
Jessa Nov 2016
Do you know what it’s like
To live with misery
Nightmares within reality
A constant fight
To stay awake so you won’t be killed
By insanity

Do you know what it’s like
To swallow **** from time to time
And not being able to puke
So it becomes your food
From day to day

My soul……
Has become the nest for wrath
My heart…..
Turned into the blackest pit of hatred
Tears has been dried
And I speak in silence
For this voice of mine
Has been sacred long after
My tongue stopped uttering a word

I’m not strong
Nor I’m weak
I’m barely hanging on
Helplessly here…..
Waiting to be invited
To rest…… for eternity

-Jess
265 · May 2016
Another Ashes of Love
Jessa May 2016
Opened up my heart
Just to be hurt
Once more
What a fool I am
For believing in lies
And now  
I'm trapped again
In this painful solitude
Grieving over
Another death of love
Scattering
The ashes of burning pages
I sealed my heart
With determination
This time......
It's gonna be forever
For I've thrown
The key
Deep inside the ocean of sorrow
Never to be found
So never again
I could be killed
By the tongue of a man


-Jess
262 · Feb 2018
Will You.....
Jessa Feb 2018
I long to hear
You whisper my name
With passion
Though I know
That kind of ecstasy
Would never be mine
But.....
Will you pretend
That you love me
Only this one night
Will you try
To hide your sympathy
And show me
A little feelings of affection
Not too much.... but just enough
Before we say goodbye
For eternity
So tell me.... will you?

-Jess
260 · Feb 2018
Toxicity
Jessa Feb 2018
Not a holy woman
Nor the devil I am
But still
Loving me
Has become your sin

Not a heaven’s man
Nor the demon you are
But still
Living with you
Has become my hell

Blood on my lips
Poison in your tongue
Still we kiss
Still we taste each other
Venom we are
But never a monster

Is this love
When our chemistry
Reacts disastrously
Or is it passion went wrong
When too many particles
Involved in our destiny

Toxic we are
But I guess
We’re addicted to misery
High with doubts …. Maybe
But still we drown
In the sea of love

-Jess
257 · Aug 2016
Memoir of Love
Jessa Aug 2016
Holding the pillow
Close to my chest
For my heart
Has shattered into pieces
Knowing.....
I'm losing you
Realizing......
You're fading away
From my life
Gone with the wind
But the memories
Stay with me
Scriptures we wrote
Will never be erased
For we left our souls
Within those words written
A memoir of love
Between you and me

-Jess
240 · Apr 2018
All Over Again
Jessa Apr 2018
Every time
These eyes peering
Into yours
I couldn't help
To fall in love with you
Over and over
For there's such truth
Within the window
Of your soul
Where I can see clearly
That my name
Was engraved beautifully
On your heart
How your smile
Melted away my fear
To take another step
In this journey of love
Hold this gaze
A little bit longer my love
For you'll find a home
Within me
A throne with a crown
Which I preserve
Only for you to reign
Because....
I have no regret
For falling for you
All over again

-Jess

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