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 May 2014 Jerry
Chloe London
Wow.
You know the fear in losing your own mind is far from gradual at pace, when the outernet deems to be far more displeasing each time you look out of the window. Yes, it's spring and yes the sun is shining, but staying in bed feels like the undoubtably right choice, when in reality, the gliding of the butterflies that you witness will one day become just a faint memory, cause let's face it, we all die a little inside when winter comes...
But for the butterflies, it's a little more personal.
 May 2014 Jerry
Katrina Wendt
Time
 May 2014 Jerry
Katrina Wendt
And just when I thought I was okay
I find myself back here again
Right where this all started
Unable to repress my feelings
Undeniably in love with you
Unable to do anything about it.

The good news is
I only have to hide this from you
For five more weeks
The bad news is
I only have you
For five more weeks
2014
 May 2014 Jerry
Wednesday
Satan
 May 2014 Jerry
Wednesday
We cover illness with flowers
and flowers die

The inside of my mouth tastes like it is decaying
I hope I lose all of my teeth first

Maybe its just the scotch and *****
But there is a burning in my throat

Maybe it is Satan just making his way out
 May 2014 Jerry
Wednesday
Homeless
 May 2014 Jerry
Wednesday
They say home is wherever you lay your head at night
That must be true
because my former house has a lock on the door now;
a lock to keep me out.

I never realized this is how it is to be homeless,
the endless wandering of a place to rest at night
the endless cycle of hunger and
thirst and
protection

I walk out of work with not a place to be in the world
and if I’m being honest it should frighten me.

I am a wanderer.

I have no sense of direction,
no moral pull,
nothing to lose and everything to gain.

I have this endless feeling of discomfort and
an airy breeze where the good in my heart and soul should be.

I am a girl, not a very beautiful or talented one.

I belong to anyone who belongs to everyone.

Home is where I rest my head for a night.

Home is a backseat
Home is a smoke filled room at 2 am
Home is a parking garage
Home is a strangers bedroom

Home is a feeling rather than a location,
but those who have a lock and key and
a mortgage fee will never understand.
I am homeless, but I am free.
 May 2014 Jerry
Xyns
I Miss Me
 May 2014 Jerry
Xyns
i miss the words you'd say
i miss being together everyday

i miss the stupid jokes
i miss the way you'd walk

i miss the way you'd talk
i miss the way you'd hold me

i miss the loving things you'd do
i miss the cute texts you'd send me

but above everything else
i miss myself

i miss the trust i used to have
i miss the way i loved

i miss the joy that used to reside
inside my untainted heart

i miss my openness
i miss all those tears that i shed

i miss the way i was
before you made me love you
 May 2014 Jerry
Xyns
HI
 May 2014 Jerry
Xyns
HI
Boy: You're beautiful. Did you know that?

Girl: I've been told otherwise..

Boy: Plastic ******* have to do that kind of stuff because they don't even almost compare to genuine women.
:)
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